my comment wasn't really about you (badly written on my part, sorry).  I think what saddened me the most is to see a perception of what the place is put down in such concise, concrete and utilitarian terms.  It was that particular jolt, a jolt that was heightened when I realized how in so many ways your assessment was right on the money (pun intended).  That's where the sadness came in, more than anything. It makes me sad that the first thing (and most highly valued thing) that comes to mind is the fundraising. That's personal with me, and has nothing to do with you, I should have made that clearer.  My apologies for that.