I have thought it over and congratulations, especially to peeder and ticket punch who pushed me over the edge.
I have spent a lot of time, energy, emotional investment and effort on this place but it is obvious to me now that the trolls have won.
I'm very sorry to go, I love this place... but I am not going to be dragged down with it. Not when I've just managed to pull myself out of the gutter. I so wanted this place to work, but it will have to work without me.
Sorry to my friends and congratulations to the trolls. You won.
Goodbye.
Update: I am not leaving specifically because of peeder and ticket punch, although since peeder is an admin and has made it pretty evident that he doesn't appreciate me being here, I am glad to respect his wishes. I don't want to be where the people in charge don't want me. I have had harassing phone calls, I have had people stalking me on here, and through it all I have tried to keep a cheery face, but when even an admin is against you, that's it. What else can I do? I try to make this world a better place but apparently that is not something I am able to do. Thanks for those who think I am a value here. Obviously I don't feel that I am anymore.