This was my response.
America and I are estranged. Our relationship has always been strained. You know, she would flirt with me and I would be all moony over her when she was Clinton's girl but then I would see something in her diaries that made me think she was a whore. You know, she was with a bunch of older, white guys in the her youth and everyone thinks those guys hung the moon but I've read about them online and they were dogs just like most of the guys she's been with.
Can we make the jump where it's a little more private so I can tell you the rest of it?
I guess in my heart, I'll always love her from afar and hope that she will get off the junk and straighten up and fly right and think about someone besides herself.
You know, she's so beautiful and she has so many different qualities. She's got curves and she's so mothering. She's so unpredictable, she's fun-loving, she's tough, she can be a real comfort. I've seen her really be like Mother Teresa but lately she's just acting like a real bitch. She's throwing her weight around and just pissing everybody off. She's like Madonna in the late '80's, early '90's. She just screws whoever she thinks will make her the most money or piss the most people off.
Sometimes, I just wish I could just, you know, get everybody off her back for a couple of weeks, let her catch her breath and get clean (she's just obsessed with the Benjamins). You know, she just needs a good hot shower, a good solid, deep tissue massage and some time to think about what's happened to her and lose her fear. She's been dealing from that place for like 5 years now. She's come up with all these stupid defence mechanisms that just bullshit.
She's good. At heart, she's really good. Sure, she's been knocked around and people are giving her bad advice and she just can't trust her advisors because they all seem to be in it for the money.
How can I tell her how I feel and help her and let her know that I don't care about the money? God, she could be doing so much good if only someone would just help her for her benefit. It's like all those other tragic figures who are trapped in their own bubble of bullshit and being cared for and propped up and kept on the dope because they are so much more managable that way. Marilyn, Elvis, Howard Hughes, and now, America.
Sure, I act like I don't care and bitch about her and all her stupid antics but I do love her, I can't help myself.
Crossposted at Brassmask.com and DebateGate.com