Ive been informed by a supporter of my words that people in the military "like me" can end up in jail for speaking out against the President.They call this treason i do believe but i could be wrong.I undertstand that.This is my response.
I HAVE NOTHING LEFT TO LOSE !!!!!!! Ive been to a place that is so far beyond my ability to describe too you that it breaks me just remembering it.I am not afraid America.I have faced the enemy and i did what i had to do and always did what i was told.I have been decorated several time both in war and in peace time.my mother has had 3 of her children serve this land on 5 seperate occasions and on 2 continents.I have tarined my battle buddies to be the best soldiers they can be and to survive THE HELL HOLE THAT IRAQ IS.
I respect there people for being so strong and atleast attempting to survive through this cowardly sectarian war/insurgency.I HAVE WATCHED GROWN MEN CRY FOR THERE LOST BROTHERS AND WONDER WHY IT WASNT THEM.I have seen people lose there families,minds,hearts,and souls in this hostile place only to come back and find that the things they were told leading up too the war where false.We have suffered the greatest betrail America.Understand this.I love this land more than i love myself.This country has made this poor,black,lost young man with the odds against him,into a soldier that has commanded the respect of his fellow service men and respect among his family.Can my leaders say the same?I did not lie to the American people.I did not say that this war would be a "cake walk".I did not make the claim for war knowing that i didnt have all the facts.Who has commited the treason?
Where are the Eisenhowers,Pattons,McAurthers and other morally strong men that know how to lead a nation in times of crisis.Where are my real leaders?Where are the men that believe Amerian is everything and can be anything?If i am on trial for anything its being ignorant to the katrina victims or the homeless.Its for not fully understanding the abuse of children and women and not standing up sying that THESE THINGS ARE WRONG.I am saying that now.They deployed a young boy and brought back a broken and angry man.Yes i am angry.Not at my country for whom id be lost with out.Im angry that Bob Ney was from Ohio and STOLE FROM HIS OWN PEOPLE.Im angry because while i was deployed corperate scandel entered my White House and corrupted my homeland.I may be commiting treason to some but darn it i dont care.I have seen great men get blown into little pieces and darn it I NEED ANSWERS!.These "government leaders" need to answer to there people and NEVER IGNORE US.WE ELECTED YOU! not the other way around.You told us you could be trusted and have since betrayed that trust.Maybe some of them didnt steal from the American people but if you knew about it,even in the slightest way,YOU ARE GUILTY IN MY BOOK.They called me up to serve,and i did.With honor and valoor and integrity.When will they?As a person im dead inside and dont no how long it will stay this way.How do they sleep at night??
Thank you god that i am know longer uner the hold of having to bite my tounge for frear of being treated like a traitor to my President.Even still i wouldnt care.The lives lost dont have to be in vain and there is alot that can be learned from this mistake.Instead of ridicule of what i write and questions of who i am my friends apply that whit to the people that need you.Where i come from,when a man lies to your face,you stand up and call him a liar and demand a change.I find it funny that the same "high horse" people that talk down to me are the same people writting the same diaries i do in hope of change in the way there government treats them.Why not ban together instead of dividing?
I am no better than anyone.As ive said in the begainning,im a very small fish in a really deep and poisoned ocean.I dont fear the reflections on my ability to communicate,and i am certainly not afraid of to be flawed in public.This is me good or bad,and right or wrong.I am broken by the people i once had so much faith in.They sold me the grounds for war and then waited for me to go to hell and return to tell me that things "may not have been what they seemed".We have to wake up America.We have to get angry and we have to move toward changes.Im not speaking in terms of impeachment.Im talking about complete political reform.Stop talking about raising countless millions when there are still homeless all around in your city streets.Cut some of those damn 6 and 7 figure salaries and help make heath care possible for everyone.DAMMIT STOP STEALING FROM US and hiding behind your positions when your confronted.I am ashamed of my political leadership,and i am ashamed that my family and many other american families are losing there children and there minds to corruption.Why the hell do you need millions to run for public office?Why dont they get out in the street and ask for our support like men instead of hiding behind lobbies and special intrest groups.
Run on your marits and not just you damn voting record.Stop telling us to check your stupid voting record because it seems it just keeps repeating.Stop talking in political jargon and running around your words when your on Meet The Press or giving a sound bite.Where are the real leaders of this nation?Why cant i look at the White House and sleep well knowing there always on the job to make my life alittle bit better.I am no traitor by any means.I demand accoutability and i demand it YESTERDAY,not tomorrow.I am dissolutioned by my politicians.They ask me to trust them.To vote for them.They get in.Make there lives comfortable.They steal from me and air-mark crap that isnt necessary.Mean while we have a record number of people with no health care and our schools are falling further behind.How do you balance the budget?Cut the "soft money".Cut some pay checks in half and make them earn what they get paid.