Wow,
There's nothing a woman loves to hear more than a MALE Gynecologist tell her that he's gonna take away the one and only thing that makes her a woman like it's just nothing. Just cut and gut her like a turkey and then have the nerve to say, "We'll have you home for Christmas"
CHRISTMAS ?
Oh gee. Well, thanks. That will be the best present ever. To be a f**king shell of a woman just in in time for CHRISTMAS ! Yay ! To sit at home alone while everyone is with their families and their babies knowing that I'll never have one , will complete me . Oh the great joy that will bring me !
Why?
No seriously. Why ? Why is it that the ones who don't want to have children are the most fertile on the planet ? (I deleted the offending reference to certain kinds of women who I should not be angry at just because they can have kids and I can't. Happy Now ?. ) You got this selfish idiot who may have just killed her precious little girl so she can be free to party and here I am staying out of trouble and keeping my legs closed and I have to be the one with a tumor the size of a potato latched onto both my ovaries and uterus.
I would have raised little Caylee Anthony. I would have been a great mother to any baby. But no. Nope. I don't even get to keep my girl parts. Dr. Moyer wanted to gut me tomorrow. Now, I have to schedule my de-womanizing for a later date and he had the nerve to suggest I do it right before Christmas so I can keep up with HIS schedule. It's too big for a laparoscopic , he tells me. They have to cut me open and take it all out , he says. I knew that doctor from Florida was hiding something. He just didn't want to be the one to tell me.
And why the hell did I get stuck with all men gynecologists ? I guess it wouldn't have mattered. I would have been mad if a woman told me the same thing. I'm just so pissed off. First , my plan for getting married as a virgin was stolen by a minister of all people and now, I can't even have kids. Why the hell would I want to be married now? That plan is officially dead to me. And people ask why bad things happen to good people. I don't know. I'm not perfect and I never claimed to be, but I know damn well I didn't deserve this shet at all. This is so not right and so not fair.
For those who don't know the background on this , here's the link. I guess you can tell I went to see Dr. Moyer and it didn't turn out the way many of us had hoped.