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"Bring Us Some Hope" from Erie, Pennsylvania

Mon Mar 24, 2008 at 11:11:02 PM PDT

I've been making regular donations to the Obama campaign for the last couple of months. I've always left the "story" field blank. But tonight I was feeling a little more impassioned. I was thinking about my own history and the history of the people I've met over the years. I was thinking about all of the reasons, the really personal reasons, that this election really matters.

So, I began telling my story, but it quickly turned into someone else's story -- a story about a lady who really touched my heart and made me want to fight so much harder for change. I decided that I would share this story with you all tonight because if she inspired me, then maybe she'll inspire you too. It is these personal stories that inspire me, that make me want to do more. This is the story that I wrote tonight into that "story" field:

This is personal for me. For fifteen years I was a registered Republican on the inside of the corporate world. Seeing firsthand how hardworking Americans are forced to compete directly against billions of impoverished, desperate workers made me frightened for the future of our country and for the survival of our way of life. I saw firsthand how corporations chase the cheapest and most exploitable labor pools. Corporations move jobs overseas because they can pay third-world workers a fraction of American wages – and there are few, if any, regulations that require them to treat workers and their communities with respect. I know this firsthand from my own work.

My grandfather, my uncles, my brother all fought for this country. My grandfather always said that he did not fight for this piece of land that we call America –- he fought for our way of life, for the American dream. Today, though, the American dream has been ripped away from millions of Americans.

Four years ago I traveled across the country as a registered Republican campaigning against Bush. At the time I was unique, but today Obama has brought many of us into his movement for change. I changed to Independent previously, and this year Obama inspired me to become an official democrat and support other democratic candidates. I've even donated to the DNC. But that's not what this story is about...

In 2004 campaigning against Bush, I met worker after worker in state after state whose job had been shipped overseas even though these people worked hard and did everything right. I met a man in Des Moines who had been outsourced twice. I met a lady in Seattle who told me her new American dream was just not to be a burden on her children. I met workers who were forced to train their replacements in exchange for severance pay.

But there was a lady in Erie, Pennsylvania who especially touched my heart. She spent a little more than a decade working for a factory, and then a car accident left her permanently disabled and unable to work in the factory anymore. She was designated with permanent disability status and could have received a disability check for the rest of her life. But she was determined not to be a burden on anyone else and to make a new life for herself. She spent several years attending a university in Pennsylvania and graduated with honors and dual degrees, in Mathematics and Computer Science.

But at nearly fifty years old, she was unable to find work. But even with dual degrees, there was no job for her. With her home in foreclosure and her student loans in default, she sent a $10 donation to our organization. I didn't even want to cash the check. She had been having medical and dental problems that she could not afford to see anyone about.

The next time I heard from her, she sent a letter telling me that she had lost two of her front teeth. For the first time ever, she did not sound upbeat. Before this letter, no matter how bad things got for her, she always said she still had hope. This time she wrote to me that no one would ever hire anyone with two front teeth missing. She sent seven one dollar bills folded into that letter. I could feel the desperation in the words that she wrote, "Please use this money to bring us some hope. We need some hope. Just bring us some hope. There are millions of us, and all of our hope is gone."

I’ve lost touch with her now, but I’ll never forget her. Jacqueline, this is for you. Hope is on the way, and on November 2nd, 2008, hope will arrive.

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    •  Hello (1+ / 0-)

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      from another Erieite!

      Hey, do you know if Obama will make a stop here? All this talk about Pennsylvania recently-- and Erie, the fourth largest city, is being ignored.

      You've got to vote for someone. It's a shame, but it's got to be done.--Whoopi Goldberg

      by Libertaria on Mon Mar 24, 2008 at 11:19:43 PM PDT

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    •  Crushing. (9+ / 0-)

      I was hired by a company, and within three months was told that the company was moving the accounting department to China, and my background would be a great asset in accomplishing this.  

      This was a private company making lots of money here in the US.  But that wasn't enough.  They hired me in order to fire me in a year, or so.

      Outsourcing is killing us, and it's working up the food chain.  

      Small varmints, if you will.

      by 2lucky on Mon Mar 24, 2008 at 11:27:55 PM PDT

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      •  I've been where you are (5+ / 0-)

        I was hired by a Fortune 500 to consolidate several groups of workers across the U.S. into a single group that would do the work overseas for a fraction of the cost. When I was hired, I knew I would be managing overseas workers, and I thought that was so exciting. I was devastated to learn after I started that I would be working with overseas workers as I reorganized (i.e., laid off) the Americans currently doing the work. And thats not even my worst layoff experience in corporate America...

        John McCain traded your $10 job for $5 and called it a bargain.

        by dawnt on Mon Mar 24, 2008 at 11:43:28 PM PDT

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    •  I know how that lady feels. (6+ / 0-)

      I am disabled, too. After losing my job as a software developer in 2001 I tried to find work and ended up going back to school to get my masters in computer science. Finished with a 3.77 GPA in Mar 2006. Two years later, still no job and find very little as in almost nothing that I qualify for. If you aren't already an expert with several years experience in specific technologies you can fucking forget it, especially if you are over 50. If it wasn't for Social Security Disability, I'd be living under a bridge. Thank you, FDR.

      I almost wrote a diary asking for help finding work, but decided to devote my free time to electing a decent Democrat to the White House. Maybe after November, I'll try some more creative job hunting strategies.

      Obama/Richardson '08 beats McCain/whoever

      by MikePhoenix on Tue Mar 25, 2008 at 12:20:41 AM PDT

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  •  Please post a tip jar (5+ / 0-)

    your cup will runneth over. And thank you for a beautiful diary.

    All the world over I will back the masses against the classes. Gladstone

    by DaNang65 on Mon Mar 24, 2008 at 11:19:50 PM PDT

  •  Thank you very much for this diary. (4+ / 0-)

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    It's nice to be able to go to sleep on a positive note!
    I don't understand why people dismiss hope. Perhaps they have never been in a harsh situation...

  •  This story is so "out there" (5+ / 0-)

    I initially assumed it was made up, then I searched your post history and was impressed by two things:

    1. you used the term "information cost" in your first ever post here
    1. you admitted being a lurker who switched party registration in your 3rd every post here

    You have also posted a large volume of pro-obama posts since you joined not that long ago and at least your own story seems to be self consistent.

    If this story is true, it makes me really sad.

    Like cry in my pillow sad

    Cheers!

    I hope you kept her info and send her a check up e-mail or snail mail every once in a while. People like that that need someone to guard their back

    "lovely little thinker but a bugger when he's pissed"

    by yuriwho on Mon Mar 24, 2008 at 11:53:38 PM PDT

    •  Everyone who's done labor organizing has heard (6+ / 0-)

      these types of stories over and over and over. What should really make you want to cry into your pillow is that you could probably ask every labor organizer who has worked with laid off workers, and every single one could give you a story just as heartbreaking as this one.

      John McCain traded your $10 job for $5 and called it a bargain.

      by dawnt on Tue Mar 25, 2008 at 12:05:42 AM PDT

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    •  I don't know why I felt compelled (1+ / 0-)

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      to go dig up proof of the story, but here is the old webpage that has a synopsis of the tour. It doesn't have Jacqueline's particular story, but it does show that the tour was real and was in Ohio.

      I also don't think I'll feel compelled to share more stories on this site. Your "if this story is true" is a bit too much like Clinton's "as far as I know" and I don't really feel like feeling bad for trying to do something good.

      John McCain traded your $10 job for $5 and called it a bargain.

      by dawnt on Tue Mar 25, 2008 at 01:53:40 AM PDT

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      •  Great diary, thanks for sharing! (1+ / 0-)

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        I hope this makes it to the Rec list, that's a really moving story (both yours and especially the woman you mention).  

        Don't let the "if true" comment get under your skin; in blog-land LOTS of things get made up, so that a little checking is not unwise, nothing personal. The gist of the comment is that s/he's confirming that what you say is true.  

        It means a lot to hear this coming from people who've been "on the inside" and also out organizing.  Thanks again!

      •  Dang, I gave the wrong info, here is the tour (1+ / 0-)

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        Wrong tour (I did two that year and I had them backwards). Here is the tour where we visited Pennsylvania.

        John McCain traded your $10 job for $5 and called it a bargain.

        by dawnt on Tue Mar 25, 2008 at 03:10:16 AM PDT

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      •  Don't give up (0+ / 0-)

        posting, dawnt. I was very moved by the post, and by the fact that the reason you felt inspired to share it was that it was someone else's story. You obviously have an open heart and great commitment to the things you believe in, and I found that inspiring, too. Keep talking to us: you have something to say that's worth hearing, and we do want to hear it.

  •  This is a big moment for Erie. (0+ / 0-)

    Do you want practical solutions to the region's enormous problems, or do you want the proverbial wing and a prayer?  After months of utter crap and distraction, this primary race is what it was last December.  There's a candidate who takes an interest in real people and their problems, and there's a candidate who sees politics as a morality play in which the way you (claim to) go about politics is more important than the outcomes you get.  That latter approach is just swell for people and regions that are doing well, and that don't especially need government to keep doing well.  Erie isn't one of those regions, and that's why the Eries of this country have gone for Hillary Clinton...and the real Erie will do the same.  Obama can go look for votes on the Main Line.

    -5.38/-3.74 I've suffered for my country. Now it's your turn! --John McCain with apologies to Monty Python's "Protest Song"

    by Rich in PA on Tue Mar 25, 2008 at 05:40:15 AM PDT

    •  That doesn't make any sense (0+ / 0-)

      Obama keeps trying to make politics about the issues, and Hillary keeps throwing the kitchen sink at him and distracting everyone from the issues. There's a reason the Clintons didn't get anything done during their first 8 years. Do you really want another 4 years of that? They pushed through NAFTA together, and then she lied about it. They pushed through the repeal of Glass-Steagall. They did so many things that wrecked your economy, and now they distract you from the truth by keeping the news about scandals.

      John McCain traded your $10 job for $5 and called it a bargain.

      by dawnt on Tue Mar 25, 2008 at 09:18:31 AM PDT

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