[Update 11:50AM EDT: Titled edited per ToS by DS]
hello my peeps.
Small business owner here.
This afternoon, I have to call one of us and tell her that she is fired.
Last week, I told her landlord that she is a perfect credit risk...I'm a fucking liar....
Our business sector is off 45% in the last year.
Sorry to violate the rules of the diary. I don't have a ton of links and whatnot to attach.
Hammer me, I fucking failed. Don't feel sorry for me, feel pain for her. She may be on the fucking street soon.
Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.
All we did in the last year was create jobs and pay taxes and provide health care and do every goddam thing we were supposed to do.
Today I'm firing a person who did everything anyone would have asked.
It's my fault. Fuck. Could'a would'a should'a....
Know this, financial sector, the worst nightmare your fucking life is me. You are the worst welfare case on the planet. I'm not an asshole that'll need monitored because I'd act out--wouldn't even consider it.
But I'd love to have a chance to throw fists. I doubt you are man enough.
Meantime, I need to tell one of my dearest employees that she won't have money to pay the rent. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.