Hi, as many of you know that I was married for forty years and got a divorce and ran away to Mexico to escape a crazy ex husband. It has been seven happy years away from him but today I found out he is in hospice and has less than two months to live.
He has lung cancer. He never smoked or drank a day in his life!
I feel like a real jerk because my feelings are so mixed. I really don't feel too bad because I wished him a miserable death many times. He beat me and abused the children and was just an all around asshole. I try to justify his actions saying that maybe he knew no better because he was raised the same way.
He tried to kill me when I left him and went to jail with a 25000.00 bond for attempted murder. I left the USA when I was discharged from the hospital and came to Mexico out of fear. They were unable to prosecute since I was out of country so he was free.
My grand daughter told me today that he calls her mother crying. I sort of feel bad, but he was such evil that another part of me says he gets what he deserves.
I was sixty one years old when I left and these have been the happiest years of my life.
I am just feeling like a jerk for not being the caring, loving ex wife I guess I should be.
Thanks for listening.