I came to DKos a little more than a year ago and found a wonderful world full of dynamic people doing important things. I'm oldish, and this was my first blogging experience. (I had to keep going to Google to learn LOL, ROFLMAO and all those other things that were so odd at first.)
I've learned an enormous amount about politics here, even after a lifetime of activism at the local level. I felt as though I was making a difference during the 2008 campaign, and I've met people online that I love and worry about and respect. I'm continually amazed by the depth of talent, commitment, and passion that infuse this place. Kossaks are very special people.
I wanted to write special thank yous to specific people, but I got really neurotic about leaving someone important out. Plus it would sound like a really long Oscar speech.
UPDATE: I think I should have said that I'm a Liturgical Musician, so I have to give my employers top priority. I play big music with small hands, and that's a challenge when I don't hurt!
I have to leave (at least for a few months) because I'm a musician and I'm damaging my right hand with mouse and keyboard. I've done all the ergonomic things I can afford to do, and have finally accepted that this is hurting me and I have to protect my hands. The pain is actually changing my hand position on the piano and organ, which makes things worse.
This is so hard to do, because you've been my refuge, my school, my companions, my friends. I'm primary caregiver for my mom, who has a fairly advanced case of dementia, and being here has relieved me of the feelings of isolation, boredom, and dullness that were overtaking me before I found you. I've cried here, and laughed so hard it hurt. I've been angry, grateful, curious, frustrated. You've made me think harder, analyze more deeply, and stretch my boundaries and my understanding.
You've given me direction in action diaries, comfort and connection in the wonderful community building diaries. You've allowed me to be part of the larger world from my living room.
I hope to be back when the 2010 campaign starts to ramp up, and I'll probably have some slips and show up from time to time. Until then, know that I'll miss many of you as though I was leaving a lifetime friendship.
UPDATE II: I think it's really rude to write a diary and not respond to comments, so I'm doing my best. I never expected this to get rec listed. Please accept my apologies for taking breaks - I'm icing my hand (not a solution, but it makes it possible for me to get back fairly quickly) I'm really touched by all the loving comments, and great advice. Thanks again, Kossaks - you truly are the best people in the world.