There comes a moment when you are reminded that for all that frontal lobe stuff we are still basically animals. My moment came this morning. I had dealt with this crises first by withdrawing into trying to find a way out, and then by sheer terror. And then by denial. Thank God that has now subsided. I will take you up on your offer of financial assistance. We will have to wait for my wife to wake up, because since the stroke she has been forced to handle the finances - what there is of them. When she gets up and gets some tea in her I will turn the Paypal thing over to her. Hope to get out tomorrow, in advance of the next storm to get to the pawn shop and the grocery store. Thank you all again. And I will check out the posting site, to try and make some money. Ha, I wrote extra money. Those days are gone. THanks againg everybody.