Crossposted from Free Speech Zone, and for what it's worth; I would NEVER have posted this first here.
This is all getting very tiresome, this business of people saying Miep is Teh Crazy.
Very boring.
I think I need to work harder on fixing it. I think I need to tell you teh Bad Story Which I Have Hidden So Much.
Deal.
(and here's the link)
This may be a long story. I don't know..I was just a kid, I was about sixteen and I had all these buddies I ran with. I had teh drugs, ya know?
I thought they were great. I thought I was not Teh Sex.
There were a few other girls. But mostly it was me and teh guys and the rebellion.
A few of them had girlfriends. They hated me.
There were a few other girls who were just part of the gang. They were nice girls. I liked them, but I wasn't interested in them. I was interested in a few of the guys but they had girlfriends.
We did a lot of acid, but teh other girls weren't always there. Miep was always there. Miep was there with all of teh guys.
Miep didn't think this was about teh sex. Miep was fucking clueless, if you get my drift. But she was having a very good time with all her friends, who somehow turned out, in the long run, to all be guys.
Miep thought teh sex was something you just decided to do. Miep was waiting for some kind of sign, but meanwhile she was hell bent about trying to discover the nature of the universe.
Miep got captured one night. She got lured into a small room with all of her friends, who were also tripping, and who threatened to rape her, or at least let one guy do it (my good friend!) and you know what happens when that starts.
All guys. They went around and barred the doors, and started talking to me about my good friend and how he wanted to make it with me?
Another "friend" was sitting behind my chair. "I've got the condom!" he pronounced.
Oh, fuck; I thought; totally tripped out on acid. These are my friends. They must be right.
So, as I sat there, and it got all quiet; I said;
"All right."
I said all right to gang rape, people.
Nothing happened for a few moments.
And then one guy, a dumb guy, a nice guy - got up and turned on the lights. And he unbarred the door. And he said that Miep needed to go home now.
His name was Ashley. And he took me out and drove me home and told me that my "David" wanted to run and I wanted to walk.
I had no clue that "My David" was even interested. Sorry about that. I think you're supposed to talk about it or something?
I thought we were all friends. I though we were trying to save the world via imagination.
"My David" had a girlfriend. He never told me he wanted to get involved with me instead.
He had friends. So, what did all these little stalkers do? These people I trusted?
Lock me up in a living room and threaten to rape me.
Hello???
Christ, I may go just post this on Daily Kos. If I do I'll give FSZ credit, though. Because I would never, never have started out posting it there. Because I trust you all to see it better.
Miep