This is going to be a quick diary.
I suppose, according to a bunch of Conservatives who claim to be Christian, I should be executed, murdered, killed, or I should go kill myself because I have an OPINION. A fucking opinion. Yes, I should die because I don't find babies as cute as others do. I should commit suicide because my experiences have rendered me unable to look at pregnancy as if it's some lovely, miraculous thing. Because people on the Internet know exactly what feelings a person felt or how they are.
I will be honest, I actually laughed at some comments I have run across today and just the utter ignorance made me feel pity for those who can't accept anyone else's mindset. How sheltered and close-minded is that? Not everyone thinks and feels the way you do. Not everyone likes kids. Not everyone likes pregnancy. Not everyone wants to be a parent.
Just because someone has a different view of something doesn't give you the right to belittle them and call them heartless. It doesn't give you the right to make threats. It doesn't make you a "better person" to demean them for them having a damn opinion!
I know all these butthurt people are expecting me to feel guilty or ashamed, but I'm not. I'm not going to apologize for how I feel. I won't apologize because you can't open your mind to other viewpoints. These so-called self-proclaimed "Pro-Lifers" have told me to go kill myself, they told me that I should die and never reproduce. They said they will find where I live and torture me. They told me that I am vile and that I am the scum of Earth for having an opinion that is different from theirs. How is that Pro-Life?! They are all for fetuses yet someone rubs them the wrong way, they are all for murder? Legitimate, illegal murder?
This is why their position is so ass backwards. They have no issue making threats at people but they want to protect the "unborn" with the last fiber in their bodies? How about you follow your damn bible and not judge?
That's also another thing I have noticed among Republicans. They are quick to jump down someone's throat and twist everything around, while the Liberals don't nitpick through stupid shit. No, the Republicans cherry pick through something, demonize it along with the person who wrote it and don't actually achieve anything besides making themselves look like hateful, bitter bigots. I'm okay with that.
Some people have said that the reason I wrote the blog that started it all, was all for attention, or to stir some shit up, or just a publicity stunt. It wasn't. I wrote it because I thought I could get it off of my chest without being labeled as some "men- hating lesbian dyke"(apparently, that's what I am to these people), but what was supposed to be just a personal thought and view, turned into some ugly war among the Conservatives who decided that bashing a person for thinking is absolutely acceptable. Whatever then, if that makes me a monster, then be it. If thinking for myself and not wanting to be a walking incubator, then fine, I'll be a monster. If me wanting to be more than just a baby factory makes me a monster, then so be it. I didn't know the woman's only purpose in life is breeding. I think of women higher than that.
Which brings me to my next point: I was told I am not a "true" woman if I don't want a "family". Yes, because that's all women are worth, according to those people. I was told that I'm not a woman at all for not liking pregnancy, childbirth and parenting. Yes, because that makes sense! I was told I shouldn't exist as a woman, that I should go and get "sutured" up, or just plain go kill myself. Again, this is coming from people who claim they are Pro-Life and "all for life, no matter how small". Right.
Anyway, this is it. I wont apologize for feeling and thinking the way I do. For those who want me to go off myself for having a different opinion, well, you can go and fuck off.
Have a good day.