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Well, I was doing pretty well for a few weeks there.

I was talking to friends 2-3 times a day, getting out of the house, helping people, trudging back toward normalcy.

But I lost steam, have stopped calling people back, and ran out of the loans and gifts they generously gave me for food.

I haven't really had a meal in about 4 days, and have run out of the peanut butter & I was eating a few spoonfuls of each day.

Tomorrow I have another car payment due. My friends helped me to get the car back, but I can't pay tomorrow and feel too ashamed/scared to call the loan company.

Anyway, I don't feel too great so I'm going to try to nap for a bit. My sleep cycle is completely effed.

Sorry if I'm slow to respond to comments but I will check this later tonight.

If anyone has advice on what you can eat on $7 and a microwave, please let me know. (No stove or oven or anything.)

UPDATE - HOLY CATS: you guys are awesome. so much support and good input. and just love!

Some people have asked for paypal or how to donate. I feel bad about having my real name publicly attached to my depression this way, so I'll message you or please message me if you like. I hope that's ok.

Also, does anyone know how paypal works if your bank accounts are overdrawn?

Thank you guys, from the bottom of my heart.
xo

Originally posted to depressionkills on Tue Apr 24, 2012 at 05:30 PM PDT.

Also republished by Income Inequality Kos.

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