Well, I was doing pretty well for a few weeks there.
I was talking to friends 2-3 times a day, getting out of the house, helping people, trudging back toward normalcy.
But I lost steam, have stopped calling people back, and ran out of the loans and gifts they generously gave me for food.
I haven't really had a meal in about 4 days, and have run out of the peanut butter & I was eating a few spoonfuls of each day.
Tomorrow I have another car payment due. My friends helped me to get the car back, but I can't pay tomorrow and feel too ashamed/scared to call the loan company.
Anyway, I don't feel too great so I'm going to try to nap for a bit. My sleep cycle is completely effed.
Sorry if I'm slow to respond to comments but I will check this later tonight.
If anyone has advice on what you can eat on $7 and a microwave, please let me know. (No stove or oven or anything.)
UPDATE - HOLY CATS: you guys are awesome. so much support and good input. and just love!
Some people have asked for paypal or how to donate. I feel bad about having my real name publicly attached to my depression this way, so I'll message you or please message me if you like. I hope that's ok.
Also, does anyone know how paypal works if your bank accounts are overdrawn?
Thank you guys, from the bottom of my heart.