I beat the odds! Several doctors said I'd be dead years ago from Scleroderma. HA!
So I'm going to CELEBRATE MY LIFE BY MYSELF in a small mountain cabin ALONE!!
I'm all packed and leave tomorrow morning for 3 days of Nature, Naval Gazing and the use of my own bathroom and space.
My Heart, Mind, and Soul are ready and SO excited! The Body, which is hanging by a thread, will be the biggest hindrance but somehow I Know I Can Do It! Will Do It!
As an idealist Truth Seeker, non-conformist, filled with intense curiosity, joy of life..yada yada yada.. human being who happily left the nest, cut the apron strings, severed the most restricted ties to baloney dreams, phony commitments, pledges, groups, bad beliefs, materialism, money, bad drugs, unhealthy food, conquered FEAR! etc., etc. I Did It Mostly My Way!
I always walked the road less travelled and that kept me mostly sane, pure of heart and interested in the world around me.
Oh I got plenty side tracked, pulled into others' drama, problems, causes, issues and screamed LOUDER than most at the inhumanity, injustice, false gods, false preachers, shiny objects, subliminal temptations, etc., etc. So many LIARS, too many FOLLOWERS,
too many CENSORS, So many STUPID RULES, bizarre laws.. I've pulled off the LABELS, opened the cans of worms and Pandora's boxes. Sometimes the TRUTH was so OUT RAGEOUS I'd lose my breath, but I never gave up. I walked away, changed my thinking when it became wrong or false, corrected my opinions as more TRUTHs were exposed..
I've been Shocked and Awed by so many good and bad things, waylaid and punished and bullied for following my heart's truth and (Big Sigh, here..) I'm still alive:)
My plan is to stop yelling, find that personal peace and welcome my Death as pure, as loving and though I can't regain my innocence and trust of many others, but as joyful and curious as I was in the beginning...
Peace out everyone!!
And repeat after me.." I Am A Human Being, and so is EVERYONE else."