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Last night I managed to entice enough appetite to eat two hamburgers and then went to bed.


Not so much now.

Bed is the usual option for when I get like that.  

It doesn't hurt that my primary delusional experiences are about space travel, so curling up in my bunk with a breathing device is very soothing to me.

I asked some of my fraternity brothers for help - some of them have been able to pitch in a little and I have at least something to give the port.  It's not a lot, but it's something.

I still don't want to leave the house.

I do take my meds every morning and evening as scheduled and refill the box weekly to stay on track.  They may not be perfect, but I take them.

I might clean up a little today - I'm running out of underpants (incontenence sucks) and the foreman grill is still covered in meat grease.

I might not too.  No one is expected to visit today.  While I may be nuts, I am a little house proud and try to make it semi decent when people come over.

I thought I would be having a religious mania swing, not a depressive leave the planet swing.  Odd.

Originally posted to Mortifyd on Wed Jul 11, 2012 at 04:15 PM PDT.

Also republished by Daily Kos Oregon.

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