It will be 4 years ago tomorrow my beloved husband and partner left this earth space for another, greater adventure.
I dont have my thoughts organized in a neat package, but rather they are in streaming form:
I feel blessed I had 20 years with him; our son only had nine.
I am still astonished at how all healing supportive love is when it is given unconditionally.
I am still in love with him, ring is still on even thought he whispers in my ear to be open to all of life
There are days I feel joyously whole and there are days I feel utterly, utterly empty.
I am such a stronger, more knowing human now and I grieve the fact I cant share that with him.
I know we are deeply connected at this moment, but this thick physical plane keeps getting in the way
Sorry, a very short piece but I just really needed to write,
thanks for "listening".