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A different take on the Aurora, Colorado mass shooting tragedy, through the prisms of manhood and mental illness.

“How come all these crazies are White boys?” my White male friend Michael Cohen asked me via email in the aftermath of the Aurora, Colorado theater shooting. It is something I have been hearing nonstop these past few days since 24-year-old James Holmes murdered 12 and wounded nearly 60 people in a horrific mass shooting at a screening of the new Batman film.

The question also makes me recall that Chris Rock stand-up routine where he said he fears angry White males more than he fears angry Black males because you simply don’t know what the White dudes will do when pissed off. Or something to that effect.

However, to reduce this to mass murderers being “White” and “crazy” would ignore that an Arab-American man, Army psychiatrist Major Nidal Hasan, killed 13 soldiers and civilians and wounded more than two dozen at Fort Hood, Texas in 2009. Or that South Korean-American Seung-Hui Cho killed 32 people, and himself, on the campus of Virginia Tech in 2007.
But, too, very defensive folks in America’s Black and Latino communities will have you believe that we do not do things like that. Case in point is a conversation I had with a Black police officer in my Brooklyn, New York ‘hood just last night where he swore, up and down, we Black and Brown folks ain’t like them White folks when it comes to killings. How then, I asked, do you explain the record numbers of Black and Latino young males shooting maiming paralyzing killing each other from New York to Chicago to Oakland and pretty much every other large or small American ghetto this very bloody Summer of 2012?

The officer, who ought to know better given his line of work, maintained it was different. What really is the difference between one violent White man taking out a dozen at a time and a dozen violent Black or Latino men in the same ghetto killing one person each? Is not the total still 12 people dead, senselessly? While many of the reasons why White males shoot people are very different from why Black and Latino males shoot people, the bottom line is that murder is murder.

But, for sure, these “mass murders” happen daily weekly monthly yearly in neighborhoods of color but those stolen lives barely make the news, if ever. If not for the oral reporting of hip-hop and brilliant songs like Nas’ “Accident Murderers” from his new cd, we’d have no idea that life is the complete opposite of good in the ‘hood. So while I have complete and total compassion for the lives that were taken, wounded, and altered by what happened in Colorado, it also saddens me extremely to know that when it comes to Black and Latino people being murdered rarely are their lives given much public attention. It is that unfortunate and painful reminder that in the eyes of our America their lives don't matter as much.

Beyond the above, I feel the problem is that we in America are not only unwilling to engage in real and raw conversations about the root causes of violence, but we also are ducking and dodging any dialogue about how we define manhood and what, exactly, mental illness is, and how dangerous it is for everyone when warped notions of manhood collide with someone who is very emotionally unstable.

Put another way, Albert Einstein once famously said insanity is saying or doing the same things over and over again and expecting a different result. When you look at the massive media coverage of the Aurora theater shooting, you could easily be watching the same coverage of Fort Hood, or Virginia Tech, or Columbine, in Colorado, way back when Bill Clinton was president.

What we gloss over or completely ignore is that there is something profoundly wrong with how we define manhood in America. The definition is as old as this nation. And we know that definition begins with immigrant men from Europe ransacking the land of Native Americans and enslaving Africans. And that definition of manhood means the long American journey has been one riddled with men and boys who think it their birthright to use brute force to achieve their ends. Yup, there is a straight line from so-called explorers to cowboys to gangsters to rock stars to whichever rapper is hot this current moment to the hate-baiting mouthpieces on the Fox News Channel. 

It means our notion of manhood is actually based in myth-making, in mythology, and these myths of who and what the American man is or suppose to be has been spread, since we were boys, from school history lessons to our religious institutions, and practically in every kind of book, magazine, tv show, film, or video game we absorb.

That is why when you look at the ever-expanding list of the worst mass murderers in American history, you cannot find a woman. They simply do not get down the way we men do. Women do not sexually harass men the way we sexually harass them. Women do not rape men the way we rape them. Women do not commit acts of domestic violence at the level we do to them. Most women do not wind up in seedy extramarital affairs as often as we men do. And women do not cover up the rape and abuse of children at a major university the way the men of Penn State did, just to protect a storied football program.

So the problem, to me, is that we are in denial about who we have been taught to be as men, how much of what we say we are is addicted to violence, to twisted ego trips and narrow-minded visions of power, to mindless competition that leads us to destroy each other (and ourselves) over and over again. Where it ends, always, we know. It is called that theater shooting in Aurora, Colorado. It is called certain types of male police officers gunning down Black and Latino young men who are unarmed with names like Sean Bell, Oscar Grant, or Ramarley Graham. It is called what George Zimmerman did to Trayvon Martin. It is called the tragedy of Penn State. It is called the bloodshed on the streets of urban America.

And it is called mental illness, y’all, for what else are violent behavior but the work of someone, well, who is simply not well? On the surface James Holmes appeared to be a genius and nothing more than a shy and introverted young man. He was an outstanding undergrad student at the University of California-Riverside, and many of his former classmates from high school and college talked about what a good person he was, and how shocked they are by this eruption.

I battled depression, low self-esteem and, yes, violent and physical outbursts in my past lives, and I know that we males, particularly, have not been socialized or encouraged to discuss our true feelings. Only because of years of therapy and involvement in multiple men’s groups and healing circles was I able to think about the root causes of what was bothering me, of what was triggering specific actions and reactions in my life. Most men do not go to therapy, and never will. Men are taught to be “strong,” to hold back emotions, to talk little about our internal struggles. Instead, like James Holmes, we will repress, hide, and even create a cover for what is often seen on the surface as just anti-social behavior. Again, in Holmes’ case, he was just dismissed as shy, as socially awkward. And only someone whose identity is that fragile will be driven to recreate himself as a new person entirely. For Holmes that new person was the fictional Joker character from Batman. Where he felt completely disempowered previously, to the point of even giving up on grad school, he now was omnipotent, emboldened by 6000 rounds of ammunition, four guns, tear gas, and an all-black costume just like the character Bane’s in “The Dark Knight Rises.” Call it self-creation through violent means, because that is exactly what it was for James Holmes.

We still do not know what the tipping point was for James Holmes. Was it his struggles with grad school? Was it the ending of a relationship? I think often of a former friend of mine, who lost his cushy corporate job and his marriage around the same time about six years ago. Many had always considered him a bit of an outcast, but the twin traumas of career and marriage collapse pushed him over the edge. So much so, in fact, that many people avoid him and have joked that “he seems like one of those guys who will snap at any moment and shoot a bunch of people.”


But it is not a joke. Not when the path to personal pain and low self-esteem is layered with resentment that becomes paranoia. And if that man starts to retreat into a self-made world of rage and self-pity, he becomes more isolated. I saw my friend who lost his job and marriage spiral into that universe of thoughts and fantasies of revenge, of intentionally scaring people, because it made him feel powerful. As a matter of fact the last time I was ever with him, he drove 100 miles an hour across one of New York City’s bridge, with me in the passenger seat, for no reason other than he felt he could. I thought we were going to die that very day, and I have not seen nor spoken with him since. I was suddenly that terrified of him.

But it is simplistic to reduce men and boys who may have emotional problems and past pains they are coping with, to being crazy or weird, to medicate them with drugs, without rolling back the layers of who they are, without creating spaces, once and for all, where men and boys can open up, talk, share, and, yes, own what it is that is causing them pain or trauma. I cannot tell you how many emails and private Facebook and Twitter messages, for example, I get from American men and boys of various backgrounds every single week asking for help in some way. For some it is because they have battered or abused a female partner. For others they simply do not know what a man is, are terribly confused, and are seeking answers and guidance, or some word to move them from their state of arrested development.

And those answers will only come, in America, if we begin to have the kinds of conversations women and girls have long had to talk openly and freely about all that is happening to us. That is not to say murder, including mass murder, will stop, nor that men who committed violent acts should not be held accountable for their actions, because they should be. Nor is it to say we do not need better and tighter gun control, because God knows we do. The mere fact that James Holmes was able to purchase so much of his ammo online is disturbing beyond words.

But how many lives could we save in our entire nation if that national conversation on violence we so badly need to have also includes an honest and open discussion about manhood, about mental health and mental illness?

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  •  actually in many of these cases (4+ / 0-)

    including pedophila, violence, murder, etc. some of these things stem from an inability to come to terms with biological masculinity, and one of the core issues is interaction with women, both social and sexual.  In a lot of cases, the healthiest men in society are those with the healthiest psycho-sexual development.  By healthy I'm not talking about macho-ness either...but the ability to reconcile masculinity with healthy social roles.  It's this sort of masculinity that tends to lead to successful relationships, happy marriages, rather than anger, manipulation, and violence.

    •  "healthiest psycho-sexual development" (4+ / 0-)
      In a lot of cases, the healthiest men in society are those with the healthiest psycho-sexual development.  By healthy I'm not talking about macho-ness either...but the ability to reconcile masculinity with healthy social roles.
      Indeed.  But we have robbed a good portion of our youth of the opportunity to discover their masculinity.  The work environment was always one of the best places a teen or a young man could interact with adult males (and women as well).  So many do not have that opportunity, especially in the inner city.  They have little else but gangs.
      •  Good comment, but I think it needs to start (0+ / 0-)

        earlier than the teen years.

        You can't make this stuff up.

        by David54 on Mon Jul 23, 2012 at 12:34:40 PM PDT

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        •  Yes, of course! (1+ / 0-)
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          The absence of male role models in some communities puts boys from those communities at a distinct disadvantage.

          However, I think that would be mitigated somewhat if there were more opportunities to interact with adult males role models outside the family starting at puberty or early teens.

          But, yes, definitely the earlier the better.

    •  Our society (1+ / 0-)
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      is so deeply pathological that I question the conclusion that people closely adapted to it are healthier than those who are not.

      Medic Alert: Do not resuscitate under a Republican administration.

      by happymisanthropy on Mon Jul 23, 2012 at 01:08:02 PM PDT

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      •  well sure. (1+ / 0-)
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        but I think if the lack of successful adaptation causes so much angst that you're driven to those levels of rage and violence, then something's probably gone wrong.

        Anyway, we're not the only species that adhere to social roles.  Some species go around eating each other.  Are they pathological?  Hell if I know...

        In any case, it's a jungle out there, no matter what species you are.

  •  A very useful read, thanks very much. (6+ / 0-)

    As one who has been through a similar kind of group healing (Adult Children of Alcoholics, about 30 years ago), I found much truth in reading this. As I read it, I also tried to think of cases even remotely resembling this latest one in which a woman was a perpetrator. There are female serial killers, but they are pretty rare and much more private in their "work", according to this.

    One thing I remembered when you described your bridge incident, though. I had a female co-worker who did the exact same thing after learning that her husband was leaving her. She got drunk and drove all around town for a while (Idaho Falls, ID, about 10 years ago). At one point another coworker got in touch with her and got into her car to try to calm her down. She took off with him in the car and ended up going across a short bridge at about 90 mph. It ended badly- she lost control and rode up onto the curb which caused the car to rotate along its long axis so fast that she was ejected through the closed sunroof into the pavement and died instantly. The coworker got a bruised heart out of the accident and was off work for a number of weeks.

    Moderation in most things.

    by billmosby on Mon Jul 23, 2012 at 11:09:00 AM PDT

  •  homicide. suicide. genocide. (4+ / 0-)

    In my classes on "urban black culture" at a college in the hood, I present things this way.

    Fact: genocide (as defined by the UN Convention on Punishment and Prevention of Genocide) was committed against American Indians and African Americans in this country. (This fact remains largely unacknowledged, and thus stands in the way of any prospect for healing).

    Fact: there is a homicide epidemic in the "hood" (esp among youth).

    Fact: there is a suicide epidemic in American Indian communities (esp. youth)

    These homicide/suicide epidemics are pathological responses to the wound/crime of genocide that was perpetrated against these populations. (Homicidal pathology is what happens when the people are taken from their homelands; suicidal pathology is what happens when the homelands are taken from the people).

    Normally, in order for a country/people to heal from genocide, the genocide must first be acknowledged, and from there the long, difficult healing process can begin (cf. post-WWII Germany, post-Apartheid SA).

    Because the US (both its gov and its people) refuse to acknowledge the genocide, this mutual healing process is thwarted--the homicide epidemic in Black communities and suicide epidemic in American Indian communities continue because there is no "platform" for healing from the aftermath of genocide: those pathologies are responses to unresolved genocidal history/aftermath.

    There's not a lot we can do to force the perpetrator population to admit the crimes that have been committed against Blacks and Indians, there's nothing we can do to make the US follow the German or South African example and attempt to "make good" on what can't really be "made good on" anyway, but what we in our communities can do is recognize these pathologies for what they are and change OUR role. Anything else is really just "Do-It-Yourself-Genocide"--killing ourselves and each other so "they" don't have to.

    But the perpetrator-population of genocide also needs to heal, and if it doesn't, sooner or later, some pathology will rear its ugly head in response to the unaddressed wound of a genocidal legacy.

    My theory is that these white male mass murderers manifest the pathology of unresolved genocide in the perpetrator population.

    that's some really scary shit.

  •  I am tipping and rec'ing this (5+ / 0-)

    diary, although it's rather long. It belongs on the front page, because you tackle an important and serious topic virtually nobody else will touch.

    There are, indeed, serious problems with the way men and boys are socialized in this culture. Still.

    What about the obsession with domination? Just why do you have to "get it over" on somebody, to be a "real man"? Or the notion that somebody-or-other has to be "below" you in importance--less-real, less-credible--as proof of your own "worth?" Or the need for female adulation? Why can't you seem to live your life without being waited-on? (Heh, we manage... :)

    An author who tackles traditional male socialization--to choruses of aggrieved frat-boy whining, of course :)--is John Stoltenberg. He was the partner of the late feminist Andrea Dworkin, and while he isn't the masterful writer she was, he certainly is willing to go where few others will dare, turning up uncomfortable questions along the way.

    It's here they got the range/ and the machinery for change/ and it's here they got the spiritual thirst. --Leonard Cohen

    by karmsy on Mon Jul 23, 2012 at 11:26:58 AM PDT

  •  Still. When it comes to mass murderers... (0+ / 0-)

    ...crazy white guys still hold a substantial lead over all others.
    Got to keep better track of those loner white guys. They are the ones looking to do the most damage no matter who is among the crowd.

  •  I hate to jump to conclusions but... (0+ / 0-)

    I really wonder about this guy's mental state. Why did he leave grad school? Was, it because he couldn't handle it? people are saying how smart he was, but they've been mainly from his community or undergrad. I wonder what his classmates and professors have to say about him. Grad school is a constant source of depression and as this case gets underway, i'll be thinking about whether or not that could have played a part in this.

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    by LEARNINGlover on Mon Jul 23, 2012 at 12:54:56 PM PDT

  •  "the forces of death" (0+ / 0-)

    Chris Hedges on Capitalism’s ‘Sacrifice Zones’
    (and 19:00 minutes into this important video)
    all of it is important

  •  The man's name was Joe Zamudio. (0+ / 0-)

    And he disagrees with you.

    No, we aren't Rambo.  But I think those of us who handle firearms regularly have a far better appreciation of that fact than you ever will.

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