off to the barn to wait for the vet - my pony isn't wanting to walk - either his shoulder (when he tripped two weeks ago) or something else.
i am so upset - hope yall don't mind if i come here. i hate this - i hate having to borrow to take care of him. i shouldhn't HAVE to be borrowing anything now - but until my mom's estate is settled, i am here in this place of hell - not able to take care of the one i love the most when he needs me.
hey, folks - word of advice here - if you have children - write a clear will, set up a trust - choose an executor who someone who is NOT a relative!
my vet is coming out - just talked to him - will take a post dated check on my social security - i HATE this.
sorry to rant - i'll probably delete this - but right now = i could really use some friends. one friend is there at barn to help take care of his bill - i need the emotional support.
the hardest part is not hating the person responsible for this....
got to go.
9:34 PM PT: i just got home. i wanted to do quick update then i'll be back tomorrow.
sani has lamminitis. it is very serious - the coffin bones in his front feet have either rotated or dropped - the vet thinks they have "dropped" because he didn't show soreness with a hoof test.
that is when the feet get inflamed and the lamini that support those little bones separate. treating it is taking down the inflamation and managing the pain and praying that we can get him comfortable long enough to grow new hoof.
it is anyone's guess right now - but i'm going to be concentrating on healing and focusing on the future until there is a reason not to.
thank you all for being here - it gave me great comfort while i was waiting for the vet.