The ability to deal with emotion in a healthy manner will either be beaten out of you or strengthened by experience.
Life is tough on the soul. Outsource your emotions to a third world country, like Alabama.
Hope is the thing with feathers that keeps battering itself to death against the office tower windows of life.
"Am i the only one who.."
NO, you live in a world with seven fucking billion people. No, you're not the only one.
"Why you gotta hate?"
Hate is a volatile chaotic force, a reminder of why love exists and why it must grow. I hate so mankind can survive.
Welcome to church. That's a statue to remind you Jesus died. And two more there in case you forget Jesus died. Crazy how Jesus died, right?
White boys also struggle against prejudice and racism. I hope you never know how it feels to constantly be told to play that funky music.