Swamped. Drowning.

I hate me. No matter how hard I try, I keep falling behind. I’m over a month behind in rent, over a month behind in utilities, lawyers are calling me about medical debt. It’s too much. I’m a salaried teacher, making on paper a halfway decent wage, but it keeps piling up. I had a bad month which the first stimulus helped alleviate, but I haven’t been able to catch up. As a result...I’m almost drowning, and my depression intensifies, especially feelings of failure. 

About $1000 in rent, $500 in utilities, and I don’t even want to talk about how much medical debt I’m in. It’s at least a couple thousand. 

And the irony is that I’m supposed to be teaching my kids about managing stress. 

I’m asking for help. 

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