All right, maybe I'm a bit more than half shot in the ass.
But ya know, I'm tired.
I'm tired of trying to make men feel big, so they'll maybe make me feel big. Or at the least, worthwhile.
I'm tired of chasing the 'American dream', of accumulating more than the guy next to me. Or pretending I have. When all I've ever craved is the simple life. Good company, laughs, doing what I like best. Being the hostess with the mostest.
I thought if I had money, I'd be 'worthwhile'. Then I got money, and found out, no, that's not the answer.
I have three of the most wonderful kids, they are my most prideful achievement, but ya know, I never was able to live my life through others. The most absolute perfect moment in my life was when my oldest son said to me, 'Mom, whatever you do, I'm behind you.'
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