Out of the hospital, back at life!
We left things unresolved. From my hospital bed I was watching the Chicago protesters at the canceled Trump campaign event and asked some questions. This question, How are they organized?, connected, presented with an apparent answer: Bernie Spring.
Problem is, Bernie Spring is not much of an answer, not yet. It sounds everything like an answer while it is jangling through the twisted synaptic undergrowth of my personal biochemical brain jungle. Fat good that does anyone else. I need to sit down and put words to those flashing impulses, release the idea from my inner wild to the great outer wild we all share. I need to write a damn essay.
I hated essays; hated reading them, really hated writing them. Essay comes from the French verb essayer, to try. Practically it means "wall of text". Or, maybe, “boring”. Turns out the essay form is one of the most effective tools we have for translating the jangled bouncing signals of our thought processes into words that work for others. Damn. Essays are hard.
Bob Dylan sang about essays in 1966:
I got my black dog barkin’
Black dog barkin’
Yes it is now Yes it is now
Outside my yard
Yes, I could tell you what he means
If I just didn’t have to try so hard
( Obviously Five Believers, B side of Just Like a Woman )
Yep. Too hard. If I just didn’t have to try so hard.
Besides primary election Change last week I also noticed the same in a couple of essays. The essays discussed social problems with voices that seemed to capture that same mysterious Change force, that found a way to energize the well known, tightly structured essay form.
I’m not aiming at some double English major textual analysis point here, this is about what happened last week. Something is happening.
( This is part two of Bernie Spring. Part one is here )
Mr Fart's Favorite Colors
Catchy title! First up is an essay about security, about encryption and the FBI / Apple Computer / iPhone controversy swirling around the San Bernardino shooting. There are strong views and powerful players on both sides of the question. Should Apple backdoor your phone?
( -link- )
There is an answer here, a better answer, not a perfect answer. By the end of Mr F you will not only know what that answer is but why it is better. You will be able to explain it to yourself and to others.
Mr F clocks as a nine minute read. Buckle in. You will stroll through hopelessly hapless airport security theater at LAX, sit in a job interview at Google. You will follow a noob programmer on his progress through the Stations of the Programming Cross from first program through stages of developer to Silicon Valley security engineer. You will deal with internet trolls and government bureaucrats.
You will end up locked outside the reinforced cockpit doors on an Airbus A320 jet, desperately trying to break cockpit security before the suicidal copilot splashes the plane into the side of a mountain. This is a ride.
Mr F is a gem to read. It presents as an essay but the essay structure obeys new rules, just like the primary elections as shown on CNN last week. Change.
( Cable treasure John Oliver recently did a segment on FBI / Apple / iPhone. He comes to the same answer as Mr F, uses 18 minutes of high production value video assets to tell his story. )
Blood Ties
The second piece from last week speaks with more formal tones than Mr F. It speaks with a grownup voice, leans to the academy rather than the marketplace. Like Mr F it smashes constraints of the essay form, offers an exciting ride, a grownup’s roller coaster.
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Ponce de Leon, the fountain of youth guy swaggering around the Carribean, turn of the 16th century, is Blood Ties’ central figure. The piece is history, genealogy, and language. The history, for me, is an utter revelation. I hope I'm in the minority here, but I honestly had no clue.
For the record let me present the entirety of my personal knowledge of the history of European settlement of the Caribbean:
In fourteen hundred and ninety two
Columbus sailed the ocean blue.
Pathetic. Now, having read Blood Ties, I am truly shamed. Lucky for me, personal ignorance is a problem with solutions.
Blood Ties is a longer piece. It brings together threads of stories related to the explorer de Leon, his travels, Alexander the Great, New York City today, Miami, Spain in the late 1400's. It is about history's legacy for us today, it is about words.
For our purposes are two parts here. The first shows us de Leon's experiences in the New World, the second moves from that world to the world of ideas. This second part is a more esoteric interest, follow as you will, it is extra credit here.
Stylistically Blood Ties flies straight and fast, brimming with vivid fact. It bounces around time and place like Billy Pilgrim from Slaughterhouse-Five, unstuck in time. I feel a connection with nonfiction voice of David Foster Wallace, the cool easy command of a wide ranges of fact.
Blood Ties opens like an action movie:
The trip across the ocean, from Cádiz to the first outpost in the New World, is twenty-two days long and disgusting.
We’re off! It is 1493 and Ponce de Leon has hitched a ride on Columbus' second voyage to the New World. Instead of nursery rhyme "ocean blue" he's living in a special hell of crowding, roaches, rats, lice, disease, and stench. And death. Lots and lots of death.
The story is just getting started. It gets worse.
For me, eye opening. It goes on and on, the swelling parade of Death’s many masques.
Read what you can, it’s long and while not essential information for life in 21st century America, we should have some notion of long story behind our culture.
Toward the end the author unloads this tidy bit about the fountain of youth myth, that hook by which I know the name Ponce de Leon some 600 years after his death. Turns out it was mostly a rumor started about de Leon by enemies in the royal court hoping to discredit him.
It would frustrate Juan Ponce’s political enemies to know that the very story they used to undermine him, to reduce him to a grown man chasing after Caribbean fairy tales, became essential in guaranteeing his legacy. His search for the fountain—and the smallest chance that he might have found it, unreported, before his death—became the most magical strain of his DNA. It elevated him above conquistador-as-hustler and into the metaphysical realm. It raised him above death, beyond the mundane fear of our own mortality.
Great. Yet another tidy bit of utter bullshit I've believed for a lifetime. This time it's not so bad, I'm guilty of bigger ignorances today.
next
We're getting close now. We've seen change coming, we've seen change happening in the campaign, in the world outside.
We've seen tools and techniques that can help us find the better answer when we have hard choices. This is exactly the problem presented to Democratic voters in this primary, a hard choice.
Next, we go back to the hospital and look at a medical choice strikingly like the Democratic primary dilemma. Perhaps the hospital context of choice will clarify that campaign choice.