If what Donald 'Asshole' Rumsfeld said yesterday was true, may I be the first to say; You Scumbag Asshole Fuck!!! You thought it was a "Bad Idea" to try and nation build in Iraq?!? You got my God Damn Son Killed because you couldn't outwit the "stupid" Bush Brother!! You couldn't fineness that banjo eared semi-retarded skidmark on Yale's reputation? Seriously? You want us to believe that story? Well, I have just one thing to say...
FUCK YOU AND EVERYONE WHO LOOKS LIKE YOU! MAY YOU FOREVER ROT IN HELL YOU SCUMBAG FUCK FACED SLIMY PIECE OF FETID SKUNK SHIT!!! DIE! DIE! DIE! YOU'RE ALIVE AND MY SON ISN'T SO CHOKE ON THOSE WORDS YOU PUTRID RAT FUCKING GREASY HAIRED SHITHEAD! MAY YOU DIE AND BE REINCARNATED AS A LITTLE DUGGAR GIRL!!! I'D LOVE TO BRUSH THAT SLAVISH HORSE FACED GRIN OF YOURS OFF WITH A WIRE BRUSH
I don't know if Kos will let this little essay stand. I wouldn't blame them if they didn't, but it's 0530 and I can't scream; I'd wake my daughter up. And "Morning Joseph" is Monday morning quarterbacking the "pool party" in Texas! Using that age old republican counterargument of "WHO YOU GONNA BELIEVE, ME OR YOUR LYING EYES!"
JESUS HORATIO FUCKING CHRIST ON A BLOODY GOD DAMN CRUTCH!! HAS EVERYBODY JUST TURNED STUPID IN THIS GOD DAMN COUNTRY?!?! IS THEIR A VIRUS THAT I HAVEN'T BEEN INFORMED OF. ONE THAT MAKES YOU SO GOD DAMN OBTUSE AND SLOW-WITTED THAT YOU CAN'T TELL THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN THE DISTIL END OF THE ALIMENTARY CANAL AND THE SYNOVIAL JOINT BETWEEN THE HUMERUS IN THE UPPER ARM AND THE RADIUS AND ULNA! I do AFTER ALL have a dual doctorate in Virology and Medicine! You'd think that I'd of heard about a Stupid Virus.
Maybe if we'd gotten to that Simian like usurping Fraud-in-chief earlier. Obviously he was one of the Stupid Virus's first vectors (Hell, he could have been the God Damn virus's patient zero, maybe it was in the water in the cooling system of the auditorium they had the republican convention in. Fuck, I don't know!), and if we would could have hit him up with some powerful anti-virals then maybe, just maybe, he could have gained back at least a few IQ points. That way that shy and unassuming SecDef could have possibly talked him out of such a horrendous and mind numbingly stupid blunder. Just one or two more working neurons and my son might be alive. Sad to know that was the thread by which his life hung.
I love Kos, so take this down! Leave it up! I don't care anymore. I really don't. You won't insult me one way or the other, but you have been asking for more content lately. If nothing else, this is content.
I'm just at a point now where I don't know what to do with my pain anymore. Just when I think that maybe this year I'll come to terms with the whole fucking mess, these ignorant fucks just can't help but keep sticking their head out of their putrescent holes like some sort of brain damaged gopher. As if the world will end if it doesn't get to hear the latest imitation of their Family Circus bullshit: It wasn't me! It wasn't my idea! I can't write diaries anymore because, lately, they all turn out like this; and the ten year anniversary of his death is coming up this November, so his Mother and I have that to look forward to in a couple of months. It'll be a grand holiday season I'm sure.
I could have pushed back more politically. Normally I'm a fairly articulate individual. I could have tried harder to talk my son out of going over there... but I didn't. And I'll have to live with that until the day I die. It's why I was awake all night.
When? Oh When will it be their turn to Shut The Fuck Up?!? You screwed the pooch on this one you Fucktards! Accept it and move on!
If any of you read this and were insulted, I apologize. I know you guys weren't the ones to do this to me. If anything, you guys did more to try and save my son than I did. This was just the only outlet for my rage that I could think of.
I'm so fucking sad. I just gotta stop.
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