No time for a proper detailed diary, but...
The San Francisco man that is subject of a nationwide man hunt by the FBI, who found explosives materials during a search of his apartment, has apparently posted a suicide note to his Facebook page.
In an automated post by 42-year-old Ryan Chamberlain - which was timed to go out to his Facebook friends Monday morning - he talks about suffering with depression "for as long as I can recall" and bids farewell to family and friends.
The letter, titled "Goodbye," details issues with his mother, whom he calls a "religious addict certain that the Rapture is coming any day now," as well as a romantic heartbreak and the loss of a job. He mentions past traumas and disappointments, saying he was denied credit for helping Gavin Newsom during his successful 2003 mayoral campaign.
"A panicked update to my letter that should have posted by now," he wrote. "Nothing they're reporting is true. No 'stashes.' Not 'armed and dangerous.' No car 'rigged to explode.'
"I explored some ugly websites, a year-ish ago. I was depressed. I let Walter White get to me. I thought I was done. That's it. No one was ever in danger. And recently I was all better. I owe my friends and my girlfriend for that. But I guess I did enough for the damage to be done. I'm so sorry everyone."
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