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Growing up, when a black child is confronted with racial bigotry and discrimination and needs a sympathetic shoulder to cry on or sympathetic voice to give them support and comfort, the child generally has a parent they can turn to. Most black children have atleast one black parent, a parent that likely suffered from the same bigotry and discrimination, if not worse. Likewise, a Jewish child confronted with religious bigotry and discrimination generally has a Jewish parent to whom they can turn to. For the gay child however, this generally is not the case. A gay child generally does not have a gay parent that has has similar experiences facing the same type of bigotry and discrimination. Indeed, the gay child may well face bigotry and discrimination from their own parents if their sexuality is revealed.

When I first heard that sentiment expressed many years ago, it was like being hit by a ton of bricks. I wish I could remember exact wording of how it was said. I don't even remember who said it, though I believe it was either Ellen Degeneres or her mother Betty. It is this lack of a natural support mechanism that makes surviving childhood difficult for so many gays, lesbians, bisexuals and the transgendered.

A few days ago kredwyn posted an excellent diary on remembering the human faces to the victims of McClurkin's war, focusing on the plight of Zach, a Tennessee teenager sent to a reparative therapy camp by his parents, and Matthew Shepard, the Wyoming college student pistol-whipped and left to die 9 years ago this month.  While I can't recommend it enough and makes a great starter, it didn't go far enough in my opinion because of two deficiencies: it didn't get into the meat of the disturbing problems of gay teen suicide and gay teen homelessness. What makes Donnie McClurkin a dangerous man and why Senator Obama was totally and utterly wrong for giving McClurkin legitimacy and a forum at which he could spout his bile unchallenged is the fact that McClurkin is an active contributors to both these problems.

Growing up gay can be a very lonely and painful experience because a gay child does not have that sympathetic lifeline almost universally and readily available to the children of racial, ethnic and religious minorities. Add a religious community hostile to homosexuality and a school system afraid to or prohibited from teaching about homosexuality, and you have a recipe for suicide, or at the very least suicide attempts. A gay teen that does come out to his or her parent(s) also takes an extreme risk. I hope we can agree that unconditional love should be a responsibility of every parent to their child, but we all know that isn't true sometimes. Gay teens are all too often kicked out by their parents and left homeless and thereby vulnerable to a host of other dangers, suicide included.

For better or worse Donnie McClurkin is a role model in the evangelical black community and undoubtedly has influence over way both young gay blacks and black parents view homosexuality. Spouting off the lie that someone can be an "ex-gay",  "pray away the gay," and find their way to heterosexuality through God gives parents an impression that "if Donnie McClurkin can do it, so can my sinning child that claims to be gay." It is likely to induce parents to subject their child to torture, aka reparative therapy, an thereby increase the risk of depression and self-loathing that leads to suicide.

Reliable suicide statistics are difficult to track and measure, a problem that is further compounded with you start trying to measure the reasons they occur. Not all suicides have a not of explanation left behind. Still more can plausibly be attributed to accidents and don't get counted at all; however, based on the best data the experts can come up with, gay and lesbians account for up to 30% of all suicides by 15-to-24 year-olds and several studies show they are two to 14 times more likely to attempt suicide than their straight cohorts. The U.S. Department of Health & Human Services put it at 2 to 3 times as likely in a 1989 report and a 1997 study put the figure at 6 times more likely by age 25 and 14 times more likely by age 20.

According to the APA:

[T]he experience of gay, lesbian, and bisexual teenagers is often one of isolation, fear of stigmatization, and lack of peer or familial support. Gay, lesbian, and bisexual youth have few opportunities for observing positive modeling by adults due to the general cultural bias that makes gay, lesbian, and bisexual people largely invisible. It is this isolation and lack of support that accounts in part for the higher rates of emotional distress, suicide attempts, and risky sexual behavior and substance use that gay, lesbian, and bisexual students report compared to heterosexual students. Because of their legitimate fear of being harassed or hurt, gay, lesbian, or bisexual youth are less likely to ask for help. Thus, it is important that their environments be as open and accepting as possible, so these young people will feel comfortable sharing their thoughts and concerns.

"Reparative therapy" exacerbates these issues. According to the American Academy of Pediatrics, "Therapy directed specifically at changing sexual orientation is contraindicated, since it can provoke guilt and anxiety while having little or no potential for achieving changes in orientation." The Amercian Psychiatric Association goes further saying

The potential risks of "reparative therapy" are great, including depression, anxiety and self-destructive behavior, since therapist alignment with societal prejudices against homosexuality may reinforce self-hatred already experienced by the patient. Many patients who have undergone "reparative therapy" relate that they were inaccurately told that homosexuals are lonely, unhappy individuals who never achieve acceptance or satisfaction. The possibility that the person might achieve happiness and satisfying interpersonal relationships as a gay man or lesbian is not presented, nor are alternative approaches to dealing with the effects of societal stigmatization discussed.

What's scarier is the fact that some "Suicide Hotlines" created for gays and lesbians are nothing more than fronts for churches' "reparative therapy" programs. And legitimate suicide hotlineshave seen attempts to have their government funding cut or done away with.

So if the child survives the torture or reparative therapy but "fails to be cured" (even the reparative therapy groups themselves claim only about a 20-30% "success rate"), too often the child gets kicked out by their parent(s) or runs away to escape the torture. A report by the National Coalition on Homelessness and National Gay and Lesbian Task Force this past January reported that 20 to 40 percent of the homeless youths in this country are gay, lesbian, bisexual or transgendered. The report found

According to one study, 50 percent of gay teens experienced a negative reaction from their parents when they came out and 26 percent were kicked out of their homes.4 Another study found that more than one-third of youth who are homeless or in the care of social services experienced a violent physical assault when they came out,5 which can lead to youth leaving a shelter or foster home because they actually feel safer on the streets.

Life on the street for these children is understandably difficult.

According to the NGLTF Report, homeless LGBT youth are three times more likely to participate in survival sex than their heterosexual peers. Survival sex is defined as "exchanging sex for anything needed, including
money, food, clothes, a place to stay or drugs."

Other in the field echo this concern. "Our gay homeless youth tend to engage in drug use and prostitution more, they tend to experience rape and sexual violence more. They’re just the invisible kids. They contract AIDS more than the heterosexual homeless population. They’re at a higher risk of suicide," says Melissa Larsen, Homeless Youth Policy Coordinator at the Gay, Lesbian, Bisexual, Transgender Community Center of Utah (source)

And many shelters do not offer gay children the support or protection they need. The NGLTF cited the story of Dilo Cintron who recounted how the"staff at one [New York City] shelter he used were so unsympathetic that they once walked by without intervening while he was being assaulted in a laundry room." The report also cite other egregious treatment of gay youth by the staff of other shelters:

At one residential placement facility in Michigan, LGBT teens, or those suspected of being LGBT, were forced to wear orange jumpsuits to alert staff and other residents. At another transitional housing placement, staff removed the bedroom door of an out gay youth, supposedly to ward off any homosexual behavior. The second bed in the room was left empty and other residents were warned that if they misbehaved they would have to share the room with the “gay kid.”

Funding at the federal level has failed to keep pace with the problem and needs to be addressed when the Runaway, Homeless and Missing Children Protection Act is reauthorized in 2008.

I'll cut this diary off here as it is already getting too long, but I hope this begins to address the reasons why so many GLBT activists here on DKos are so piping hot mad over Senator Obama's inclusion of an ex-gay. As I stated in a comment in an earlier diary, if any subset of the GLBT community is more loathe by the GBLT community than Log Cabin Republicans and the "non-gay" gay Republican hypocrites (eg. Larry Craig, Mark Foley, Richard Curtis, Bob Allen, etc) it is ex-gays for they are the far more poisonous and dangerous to not just the progression of gay rights, but to the very survival of gay youths.

Originally posted to craigkg on Wed Oct 31, 2007 at 06:06 PM PDT.

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  •  tip jar (19+ / 0-)

    Thank you for your time reading this. I hope it helps in reaching out to those who have failed to understand why the GLBT community at DKos has been so passionate about recent events.

    •  Excellent diary (6+ / 0-)

      I hope it makes the rec list.  Anyone who spends a little time reading this and thinking about it, will surely come closer to understanding how important this issue is.  

      "Fear not the path of truth for the lack of people walking on it." Robert F. Kennedy June 6th, 1968

      by enough already on Wed Oct 31, 2007 at 06:37:56 PM PDT

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    •  Had I seen this before the time (4+ / 0-)

      for Rec'ing is up, I'd have rec'd it and tipped you. You have it dead on., I was a techer in a public school, and some of my former students used to play D&D at my home (their mothers got tired ohaving  8 teens under foot).  One of them was ana dorable African-American  boy who looked like the reincarnation of King Tut--girls sighed over him and thso elognbalck lashes and that sweet smile.  His mother (Catholic and conservative) found his tiny stash of info on gays hidden between his mattress and box spring, and left them piled up on his bed in a neat stack.  He was terrified she'd throw him out. He called us. We came and got him.  We told him he could stay with us until he worked things out with his Mom.  I DID insist he call her and tell her where he was (he as of legal age, so we were safe legally). He spent twop weeks tlakign to her, and they finally got themess straightened. out. Without us, he'd have been homeless and the story would have had an unhappy ending. He sent me mother's day cards for years, and he only learned of my first husband's death 6 months after it happened.  He called in tears.  He was a wonderful young man.

      The last time we mixed religion and politics people got burned at the stake.

      by irishwitch on Thu Nov 01, 2007 at 08:33:37 PM PDT

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  •  Thank you for this positive contribution (8+ / 0-)

    to an at times overheated discussion. There is nothing I wish more for my fellow LGBT people, young and old than to emerge as whole from the scourge of self-hatred fostered by the homophobic environments we live in here in this country. Suicide is too often the way out for our young people. For every religious proscription, every word of ridicule and every assault of body and soul, there is a precious life at stake, a human person trying to be nothing other than themself. If our society cannot come to terms with homophobia, it will only guarantee that more and more of our young will find another way to be "ex-gay", a fatal one.  

    •  Thanks (6+ / 0-)

      It has taken me several days to cool off enough that I felt I could do this without exploding into a tirade. While I agree with Obama that there needs to be a dialogue, there needs to be a genuine dialogue. What happened this weekend was the antithesis of dialogue as the notion that "gays can be made straight" went unchallenged.

      •  I know how you feel. (1+ / 0-)
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        I've written a couple diaries for things on this site a couple times, but I always soon thereafter deleted them feeling that they really didn't make much of a contribution.  The whole Obama-McClurkin issue really brought out, not my want, but my need to say something; it spurred me to finally write and leave up a couple of diaries.  It has really generated some heat in me.

        Just because it's nearly 2008 doesn't mean that gay people, especially youth, don't continue to struggle just to survive against a society consisting of far too many people who actively hate them.  Straight people, being such a large majority, don't ever have to endure and fight to survive societal, familial, emotional, and sometimes very real physical assaults against their person all over the gender of those to whom they find themselves attracted.  I am glad that there are, it seems, a gradually increasing group of straight people who sympathize and understand.  But still, it's important to continue to put the stories of experiences of the pain of being and growing up gay out there for the people who do not experience it themselves to read.  Doing so is dialog.

        What Obama did having McClurkin MC, sing, and speak at his Gospel Tour event was nothing resembling dialog.  It more resembled being preached at.

        •  Generating heat (1+ / 0-)
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          I know the feeling. Few, if any, things set me off more than attacking gay kids. Having survived long bouts of depression, two suicide attempts and the pain and suffering I experienced from coming out/being outed to my liberal parents has made me especially sensitive to things that hurt kids going through the same process of accepting themselves. We MUST foster an environment where all children, gay, lesbian, bisexual, transgendered and straight, can feel comfortable with their sexuality and have people to turn to that genuinely want to help them, not hurt them under the guise of "saving" them.

  •  One of the things that really gets to me... (9+ / 0-)

    ...over this whole thing is not that there are people here on DKos that continue to argue that Obama has done nothing wrong, but that there are people here that argue that there's nothing wrong with McClurkin's statements/preachings/beliefs.

    Such people prove they haven't even a clue what life is like for gay youth.  Being told that all you have to do is pray to God and he'll make you straight is a poison because when you do pray and it doesn't happen, what are you left with?  In my personal case, I was left thinking that the only possibly explanation was that God hated me so much he turned his back on me -- that God thought I was thoroughly evil.  And that led me to considering suicide.

    I think it's significantly difficult for some people to conceptualize the amount of turmoil and pain that a person has to be in in order to consider suicide.  McClurkin and those like him who preach what he does do not make unhappy gay people become happy straight people.  They only fertilize the unhappiness, make it continue, and make it grow into a desperation so deep that self-inflicted death is viewed as the only option to end the pain.

  •  Doing a slow-boil (3+ / 0-)
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    Canadian Reader, craigkg, EdSF

    Every time you think your outrage level is as high as it can go, the Bush regime cranks up the volume.

    They even withhold appropriated funds for the Hotline.  

    "Heh. Whatcha gonna do about it?  Heh."

  •  craigkg (0+ / 0-)

    it's too late to give you a rec, but I'm glad to have found this diary in the Rescue. Very well done, and your point about the lack of family support is so true. 20 - 40% of homeless teens are GLBT.

    Every time I hear an ignorant politician or religious leader spout off some bigotry, I think about the kids who are being harmed.

    Thanks for speaking up.  As ACT UP always said, silence = death.

  •  This really (0+ / 0-)

    makes sense to me now. I am glad this was rescued and that I read it. The isolation that gay children and teens feel is a dreadful, painful thing. Thank you for explaining it so well.  

    Better the occasional faults of a party living in the spirit of charity than the consistent omissions of a party frozen in the ice of its own indifference-JFK

    by vcmvo2 on Thu Nov 01, 2007 at 08:41:02 PM PDT

  •  diary rescue (0+ / 0-)

    sorry I didn;t see this in time to rec.

    excellent diary.  i hope the rescue gives it the attention it deserves.

    Politics is like driving. To go backward, put it in R. To go forward, put it in D.

    by TrueBlueMajority on Thu Nov 01, 2007 at 09:23:27 PM PDT

  •  How true. This so needs to be said... (1+ / 0-)
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    In my case, my parents pretty much disowned me when I came out to them. I don't really feel I ever had real parents. My only brother has spoken to me twice in twenty years. My best friend and kind of boyfriend (we both kept our feelings about each other very, very hidden) killed himself in high school and I've never really gotten over it in a way. I've had people threaten and even try to kill me for being gay.

    And, you know, I'm not all that unusual. Certainly I've heard of many supportive families to gay people but many are like mine too.

    The Donnie McClurkin types do so much damage. A lot of kids just don't make it. It's got to stop.

  •  Barak Obama should read this diary. (2+ / 0-)
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    northsylvania, AbsurdEyes

    I wish I could think of some way to get it to him.

    Well done. wish i could rec and tip.  Glad it was rescued.

    Do NOT donate to the DSCC or the DCCC, think Lieberman & BlueDogs. Support DNC and progressive candidates directly!

    by samddobermann on Fri Nov 02, 2007 at 12:48:11 AM PDT

  •  Excellent diary (1+ / 0-)
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    Wish it could be recced, glad it was rescued.

  •  Scratch Obama (0+ / 0-)

    Thank you for an informative diary and your perspective on why Obama is wrong. I continue to look at all the potential democratic candidates. However, I am ready to scratch Obama off the list.

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