I have spent 2 NOV 4s of my life (2004,2000) cryin and getting angry over myself and the world.....
I remember how i was awake all night waiting for Gore's Victory...how i celebrated victory before finding out the actual results or before the so called actual results....
I lost complete hope of elections that day and decided never to follow up any more election not to expect any other dem to win and spend weeks remorsing....
But the Dean kids and kerry raised hopes again....but that 140000 ohio votes.................
I was shaken so bad that night i stopped talking to my family and friends for a week. I felt cheated and i was angry with the country for being so stupid....
I thought dems have become minority or regional party forever...the Eisenhower republicans of east!
But....
This man OBAMA made me believe again! He made me believe believe in hope, he made me believe that change is possible...
I am spending 6-8 hours everyday and the joy i get seeing his poll jumps cannot be described...
The number of times i cried reading his supporters diaries, his campaign experiences, watching old men and women for obama,people from different part of the country coming out for him, his speeches ( especially the one after IOWA victory, one on Feb 5 and the one about race).....they brought me a new sense of hope, confidence and belief...
I was thinking the whole night why am i enjoying simple gain in numbers this much? why obama matters to me?
The answers to these questions have their roots in 2004 and 2008....
I know this time we will win! This time OBAMA will make history...Change will come to America...
I am making BIG plans this time to celebrate our victory...
TODAYS POLLSSSS:
QUINNIPIAC/ WASHINGTON POST :
CO O 52 M 43
MI O 54 M 38
MN O 51 M 40
WI 0 54 M 37
AND i know this time i will CELEBRATE and i hope all of u will too....
Wondering wat were kos doing on 2004,2000 nov 4 night????? and wats ur plan this nov 4?