Tonight it hit me. My baby boy is going to school full time.
Yes it is a good thing. God knows it is to his advantage and will move in further into learning. Oh the days of flooded bathrooms and whine fits are over. I will be able to take more load in gigs, and have time to study. Tell it to my heart. Tomorrow my son will be able to attend full day kindergarten for the first time. There will no me waiting at the front door for him during the end of the half days. No more that is my mommy and runs up for hugs. There will be no more little lunches together during the day. No more rambling stories. In tears I am going to miss my baby boy and our precious one on one time. He is the last of my babies. There will be no more planned. I should be excited for him and the non trashed house. The ability of only have to find after school care when I go back to work. It wasn't so hard when I sent my daughter out all day because I had him. Suddenly I find for the first time in almost 8 years since my daughter's birth I will be alone in the day. No more giggles and huggie kissies.