Is the worst feeling in the world. There is one true love in my life and I've no chance of being with her... never have. I fell in love with her back in high school and did not have the nerve to tell her how I felt. We were not friends, back then and whenever I tried to approach her I could not speak.
Years passed and our paths crossed again. She was married and had childrens. It was a shaky marriage and I admitted to her my long-standing feelings. Over the years she had stayed with her husband, and I've been in multiple monogamus relationships since high school but since I've been sick I've been single.
She knows how I feel but she does not feel about me as I do about her.
She is in the process of seperating from her husband so I will, as I always have been, be there as her friend.
I don't know if this makes any sense, and I know its not political, but on this day of all days I just had to pour my feelings out.