Oddly enough the answer honestly enough is pie
In this case French Silk pie….one of my favorites.
I have been feeling down…. sore and depressed. I have had no urge or impetuous to do anything.
Sleep all day and night...why bother… it does not matter Life sucks, you do X, it still sucks, you do U. same the result. You get into a negative feedback loop.
I have no health, no money, nothing worth going on for except for friends and family and cats.
If it was not for my brother, ability once in a while to eat something with taste, and maybe one day to be united to live and be with my 3 cats. that I would give up all hope for
I slept about 15 hours today, it was different. It is my mother’s yartzheit. Jan 05 2005 in the Roman Calendar is today 15 lunar years later.
So my bro lit the candle and said the prayer over the candle.
Then I felt that I needed to do different. I needed to do, something I enjoy. Thus ordering the pie and the decent meal.
So I think today was a special day due to my mother and brother.
Then a slice of pie I splurged on. then two thoughtful Kosmails I happened to come across, making sure that I was OK. and that was missed.
All in all,cats thoughts, friends and family being there, all pushed thru by a slice of pie….today was a good day.