Ok, so I still smoke. Shoot me. But I REALLY want to quit, I hate the smell, hate that it is ruining my health and truthfully just can't afford to smoke any longer (in more ways then one.)
Tomorrow is the Great American Smokeout, and I have decided to set that date as my FINAL quit date. Yes, I have quit before, many times before, even recently, but go back to smoking almost every time...sigh.
Are you quiting tomorrow? Did you even know that tomorrow was the "Great American Smoke Out?"
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I REALLY need to do this tomorrow, why tomorrow? Because there is no time like NOW. And if possilbe, I need your support to help me get through tomorrow. Many of you have quit, and I am green with envy.....and hopefully you can send me some hints for tomorrow.
Instead of buying my usual carton of smokes, I just bought enough to get me through tonight. It will be hard to get up tomorrow and read the paper (will NOT give that up) and NOT have my smoke, but damn it, I HAVE TO QUIT.
So..here is my one really lame diary for today, and I appreciate any of your help to get through tomorrow. If you are going to quit tomorrow we can do be in misery together...but will know that after all will be much better for us.