Crampy Morning

Woke up this morning, left thigh is having severe cramp, lasted only about a minute, but felt like a lifetime. Have been mercilessly without them the last couple of days, but am not sure what it is that causes them.

Still have this severe rash on my left thigh that I have no idea where it came from and yesterday noticed that it is starting to blister. I guess it is time to see my doctor, but it is so hard to go see him, he is like the best doctor in the world and he still doesn't listen to me. That or he sends me to some specialist who is generally an amazing prick. What is it with doctors? The nice ones are marginally competent, and the rest of them are no more competent, yet seem to pretend they are all that, yet I've never seen one do anything that was worthy of even acting like a mere human walking among other failed humans, let alone having an actual burst of pride in their work. The doctors as gods that walk amongst us is just plain stupid and doesn't have any basis in reality.

Thought I have to say the technicians that run the MRI and the ones that gave me the cortisone shot in my spine (I think they all may be doctors of some sort, but not sure) were both competent and sufficiently human that I was not as bothered by them as I am by most. Maybe they were so bored of their job that they sleepwalk through it.