I have been struggling with a reason to live lately. I love my mom and dad, and my brother, who is married. But I am feeling very alone and lost at the moment.
I am 29. I have played with Sheryl Crow, Pearl Jam, The Tragical Hip, and have even worked with Paul Allen, the co-founder of Microsoft. Paul saw me play a show in Santa Fe New Mexico 4 years ago and thought I was the best drummer he has ever seen. So he had his people contact me and fly me up to Seattle and record drum tracks for him. I was told the tracks I recorded would be preserved for eternity because Paul Allen owns a mountain outside Seattle in which he stores all of his stuff in case there is ever a Nuclear attack.
Of course that seems crazy, but it is real. And it should give everyone a moment in which they pause about how much money certain people have.
Anyways. I also have been nominated for a Grammy with my work with Sheryl Crow, and I have have toured all over the fucking world.
I am 29. And I have to say I have seen it, I have done it, and I have lived it. Man I have experienced more shit than most men experience in a lifetime.
And here I am alone. I make 80,000 to 100,000$ a year and I am single. So what do I do? I gave over 5000$ to democrats this election. 3000$ to Jon Tester alone.
At the end of the day though. I am alone. I hate being alone. I am wondering where my significant other is? I am getting tired of searching. Shit man. I have been all over the world, I make a great living, I am pretty smart, and I am a Democrat. But I am alone. What should I do?
I beginning to loose faith.