I am needing a conscience. I've lived for ten years with a pathetic one which I don't believe in yet that I follow... It is what tells me what to do with my grandmother
Growing up my grandmother loved everything I did. Until I was 19, nothing I could do was wrong. I was her favourite grandosn I came out in my mid 20's and my parent's let her know. On my 30th birthday I received a birthday card. It told me what a disappointment I was and how I was deemed to hell. It was my 30th birthday
It had recently followed a cardiac episode when I intended to visit her. I received my answer, her card said "You may come visit, but you are not welcome with your partner."
For the past 8 years I Have ignored. I have ignored the hatred and I have ignored my grandmother.
Right at this moment I am ready to take my grandmother on.
What do I say?
I was her favourite,, (I know this by my parents.)
I feel like destroying everything. Is this cruel?
I should mention that she was divider and then had an affiar with the uncle of her husband.