Ever have the feeling you are losing it. not just a little, but losing
your grip......well i'm there..........
I certainly don't have mental health insurance, I barely have medical health insurance. And I can't talk to a priest.........Jeez i'd scare
him to death. He'd probably excommunicate me..........see i'm not only
doubting myself, I'm doubting God. We'll not God exactly. Just organized
religion........well not all of them, just the loud ones.
see this all started with the election............and i sort of got my hopes up. i knew all the stuff that was going on during the bush fiasco,
and i kinda thought well you know, we all kinda thought if we worked hard enough, and got a democrat in the white house, and a majority in congress
that things would change. that those really bad things would be exposed
and prosecuted.....we - well i thought there would be real change i
thought that the religeous right would be dragged out in the town square
and shown for the danger it really was. I mean the air force academy
is basically an evangelical training tool for brainwashed crusaders.
yet to date - not a word.are the other military academies the same? the proud 101st - is practically a separate
skinhead militia. my wwII 101st paratrouper father is spinning in his
grave. eric prince is allowed no-bid contracts as worse than barbarians
mercenaries are fighting our war for us. except its our real troups that
are being killed. cheeney's halliburton and pals spent 10 years getting all their puzzle pieces in place before starting their outsourced war profiteering and the american public looks the other way.........
the broadcast journalists and newspapers are controlled by corporations
intent on keeping us hypnotized with non-reality shows and phoney news
about phoney movie stars.....the only real news is on blog sites on the internet poo-poohed by the "real" media. and hate radio blares away
daily to mush brained bobbleheads, yet critism is rare and ignored.
put down as unpatriotic and unamerican.......
the health care debate is controlled by corporations who have the marketing tools to gin up the ignorant with buzz words and drag out
the darkest parts of their hearts, their fears of "others", or
of being "hornswoggled" by some of those "smart" "elite" city people.
when its already to late. and a government is in the pocket of medical
industry monopoly oligarks.
i am angry - boiling mad - brain leaking out my ear seething - that
to date nothing absolutely nothing has been done about the atrocities
of the bush administration. they should all be dragged in hand cuffs before the Hague. There should be wholesale firings of generals and other
staff in charge of the air force academy and fort bragg. and other christian right crusaders everywhere in our amred forces and federal
government.
there should be public hearings regarding the collusion between Paulson and wall street regarding
the traders (traitors) and the bailout. a $ for $ accounting for every penny of the taxpayers money. and each one of those ceos and executive
staff stripped of every personal penny and home, bank account,boat, car , insurance policy, or retirement fund they and their wives and children own. they should not be allowed to keep their
belly button lint. and most should be put in prison.
The media has been exposed as corrupt, the congress is bought and paid for. and yet we the people can do nothing. They have rigged the system
so that no matter what we want, we take what they give us.
and i am losing my mind. i have pissed off my good friends who are tired
of my diatribes. my best friend thinks i should be on meds. yet every time
i hear things like the state of texas has mandated the teaching of the bible in public schools i know i am not the one who need the meds. i need a microphone. a bully pulpit. somewhere.
someone has to talk me down. i can't be the only out here who feels like this, am i? Have I slipped over the perverbial progressive edge? what should i do? it's not like i can chuck my job and home and family and
join some parade across the country - believe me i would if i could.
people keep reminding me i am only one person, and i can't do anything
and i need to let it go, but i can't - i care to much about my country.
i see the dream of america eroding. or is it already too late......