I don't know what to do?....and I'm really, really scared.
My situation is this: after being married to a very violent angry man with a drinking problem, I took the chance on opening my heart and trusting another man.
I thought he was the most wonderful man I had every met. He was there with me through the surgery I had to have this past summer. He knew about my horrible ex-husband and how he had let the house I still owned with him ( the ex-husband ) go into foreclosue for the second time.
This new man and I were planning a life together. He sold his smaller house in November to buy a larger place to make room for the both of us. I was feeling happy and grateful that my life was finally getting better.
But, after all that, he suddenly broke-up with me a few weeks ago, leaving me with no place to go. I am in the house that is in foreclosure, but it's getting close to the time where I will have to leave. As yet, I haven't gotten any eviction notice on the front door, but I know it's coming.
I don't know what to do now? I don't have a job because my health problems kept me from being able to work for the past few years. I have been job hunting, but I still am faced with either living in my car or trying to reason with the man I thought I knew. He's angry with me today because I trusted him when I guess I shouldn't had.
I'm not only afraid of not having any place to live soon, but I'm now really afraid I will never be able to open my heart and trust another man again after all this.
Please share some comforting words if you have any to share.....
Update: thank you for all the helpful suggestions and kind words. I am very surprised to see this on the recommended list, it doesn't deserve it, really, but I do appreciate it anyway.
Dailykos has always been a place of comfort for me because of all the wonderful people you can find here, and I haven't been disappointed by that tonight. Thank you very much.