I usually write diaries because I am moved to. Today I write because I must, and am reluctant, and so I don't know how it will flow. Forgive me in advance.
Those of you who know me or follow me know that I haven't been active on Daily Kos for about a month now. That has not been completely voluntary. My spouse decided to give in to self-medicating her PTSD with alcohol... and it has been a bad month.
Two nights ago she was arrested for domestic violence.
I can't help her anymore. I've tried for years. I've swept the violence under the rug, because I know what PTSD is like, and I know she'd get no help from the VA.
Then of course, she finally got a job, was doing great, I thought it had all paid off--but it just postponed things, especially after the work injury.
Anyway. I have my application in for SSI (something I was allowed out of the bedroom for because it meant added income), but I desperately need a place to stay. Does anyone in Maine, New Hamphshire, or Massachuchetts need a housekeeper/cook/(possibly) nanny or caretaker? I have done housecleaning professionally in the past, and my cooking skills are varied and amazing. :)
I do have my little service dog Pùka, but he's very well-behaved. He helps with my hearing difficulties, among other things.
I know that a month is forever on the internet. But my need is great, as hard as it is to write, and so here I am.
I put myself at your service.