Just a short diary that will disappear quickly but I have to say this.
I don't cry anymore.
I stopped crying years ago. So long ago that I can't even remember the exact point in time that it happened.
See, I'm all cried out.
All I have left is anger and hurt but these are on a level beyond tears. I don't know how many might have said it but I was not surprised by the verdict. I have been on this merry go round too many times to believe for even an instant that it will ever change.
It doesn't seem to matter what injustice occurs. The response and the result is always the same. This is the ultimate cycle of the oft quoted definition of insanity.
The same thing keeps happening and people keep expecting a different result.
Maybe that is why I stopped crying. All the tears made no difference and now there are none left.