http://www.gofundme.com/...
I've MORE than contributed to the political left this year and you know as well as I do that you're family. I didn't have a lot of money in my btc jam account and I'm relocating myself to Virginia after a result of so much of this bullshit to lower my own expenses. By Nov 2015 I should be at 102,000 a year and have been planning to support the wolfpac with a whole lot more than just volunteering
This is my Actblue page. http://i.imgur.com/...
Much of this was triple matched and if you think that was a lot it's compounding interest that let me do this for you so in 2016 it's going to be even more
I had NO means of knowing this was coming. I mean I literally just sold gold for 300 to pay for her surgery on her Kidney's my sister is being crushed by overwhelming student loans because her Ex husband was a complete asshole who stole from his college treasury where he was entrusted and she was married to him and when he was on the hook for it she was too so her student loans were something like 100,000 because after he took his shit and flew all the way to China leaving her with the Kid in gear forcing my family to spend 2000 dollars to file an injunction with a lawyer to KEEP him in china unless he paid it.. My darling other sister took out 2,000 on a credit card to protect her that I don't know is even fully paid
but we've been clawing our way out of hell and I'e been trying to keep democrats in power to protect the social security checks from an even deeper hell. I'm due to have a way out - in over a year.
But right now in the moment the walls are closing in from every direction.
I'll find a way out but I don't know that they will.
I've been doing my god damn best, all of this was Windfall from Bitcoins and bitcoin-trader and quiet frankly I've been paying penance for all of it to the left.
You see I know You guys hate it and it's a libertarian thing and we're not libertarians but I sought to protect liberals by getting us at least SOMETHING into that Fund.
what's mine has ALWAYs been in part the parties.
https://bitcoin-trader.biz/...
Right now I'm extremely Depressed and low
This year I've saved a close friend from a scumbag Payday lender I've done so much good in the world it's remarkable and I just gave a few fractions of a bitcoin to help bail a student lender out because I feel so sorry for our nations students
being successful with bitcoin is a burden not a Privilege for me because quiet frankly I did it for us....
I've always said Kos was family but I know I haven't really bailed any of our members our personally yet.
it's coming you guys I'm no freeloader.
When I get out of this alive you have no idea the Kinds of things i'm going to do for you. You can't even imagine what I'm going to deliver But these !@#$S known as my family.
i mean I sold a gold coin to send her 300 just a few...
I have been trying. kos. I have. I've been moving bodies.
but this I can't do.
can you help me claw my way out of this grave?
[9:23:40 PM] fireinthedawn: I sweear there are no simple solutions like that with them. I wanted to help. It’s like every time I start to it becomes a responsibility and an an appendage that they Latch onto you.
[9:24:23 PM] fireinthedawn: every time I change my behavior and start to “clean up” around the place they STOP helping me do it and just expect me to be the sole person taking responsibility for keeping whatever clean.
[9:24:40 PM] fireinthedawn: It’s one thing when everyones cleaning the kitchen for instance.
[9:25:00 PM] fireinthedawn: But the moment I get disgusted enough and keep it clean for 3 days if I relapse at all they won’t touch it for a month.
[9:25:39 PM] fireinthedawn: the moment I fill any void at all.
[9:25:44 PM] fireinthedawn: AT ALL.
[9:26:19 PM] fireinthedawn: The walls just start to lean on you…I feel like I am trying to claw out of a hole that has been sinking faster than we’ve been rising for a long
[9:26:23 PM] fireinthedawn: long long long damn tiime.
[9:27:22 PM] fireinthedawn: and I didn’t have my shit together because all I wanted to do was be in a state of Stupor about all of it.
[9:27:52 PM] fireinthedawn: but eventually I got pissed off enough to get the shotgun out and do something about it but they punish you for every bloody good deed.so it would take a lot more
[9:29:04 PM] fireinthedawn: strength…and a rush of it to Get them out of tihs sustained negativity….
[9:29:19 PM] fireinthedawn: Because the pressure will build the moment you start to help
[9:29:42 PM] fireinthedawn: So you’d have to keep at it for a long bloody time to get them to flip over and get their shit together
[9:29:47 PM] fireinthedawn: and I just can’t.
[9:32:27 PM] fireinthedawn: they don’t need a miracle.
[9:32:30 PM] fireinthedawn: they need several.