This isn’t a real diary. This is actually something I wanted to post on Facebook. I have read so many blurbs from supposedly god-fearing, decent Americans about the horrific past week of slaughter in Europe and the Middle East by terrorists. Of course its horrifying. Of course it touches a nerve, I still remember 9/11. But honestly I fear Donald Trump, Ben Carson , and the rest of the Republican candidates more than I fear Syrian refugees . These candidates want to be my president, and they are repeating policies that actually sound like a platform from the NAZI party in the 1930s. Registering Muslims in a database ? Seriously ? Closing mosques ? These people and their supporters terrify me. Members of my own family who support these candidates don’t see how horribly offensive this is to me as they repeat these ideas. And except for the blessing of geography, I might have had to share Thanksgiving with them. I fear we have already lost the country to a terror just as real as ISIS. Terrorist did not make me afraid, but people of my own country scare the living daylights out me. What has happened to make decent Americans cowards and bullies?