Last night the steroid medicine kept me up that they have me on with ITP. I am scared about my plattes still and know there is a chance I may die still from this. How I am going to afford my medical bills and how I am going to keep a positive note on things has been going through my head.
Last night I had that moment of wisdom during the pain. I am a real person. When I came to this site as well as many others I came from the path of Christianity. The reason why I left Christianity is because I had questions about life and how we treat others who are different. I started to notice things around me as well as feel and sense things. I wasn't a perfect Christian I was a Witch.
I had no idea what witchcraft meant or what it meant to try to practice witchcraft. For me I had nobody to teach me the old ways, but I was being pulled towards a feeling that there was more out there and I didn't understand it. My who bit of life has been about questioning without having the answer to anything, but I think I finally figured out the answer its about faith.
Depending on where we are born as Witches are craft and faith is always going to be different. That single bit of difference can confuse many people because we feel strong about who we are. Some were taught and some were in my cases just trying to find what it means to be spiritually aware.
For me I have been on a journey through a tough life. I have always tried to respect others and have always tried to respect the idea of learning even if I do not have the answer, but what my faith has taught me is we are all unique and all very special. We pity on the small things, but we have the capability to be much more inside. Faith to me is family. My family within those friends who have struggled through life itself. Faith is my belief within magic that gives me the ability to understand all the knowledge that is out there.
Faith to me is the guiding light that there is a God and Goddess and they are watching us. We can be of many different belief systems, but this is what makes us pagans as well. We all have faith in something and it is neither right or wrong. That is the wisdom that many miss in this. Do not focus on the names, but remember your own faith is what has guided you this far. I will be writing more about my own life and of faith. This is the wisdom I live to mankind when I pass respect each other and love each other because you are all unique and special.
I could not save this world even though deep down all I wanted to do was find a way to help it. The only way I can help anyone is hoping for those who are struggling to find their way that my bit of wisdom will help you understand you are loved. Life is loved.
I have no money and income to come in. I am going to be afraid, but I won't let death be the fear that stops me from leaving something behind. We all believe in something. We all believe in a path. If I can teach anyone anything it is this the focus of faith is not Religious it is our heart and it is what humanity has that can save this world.
I would give my life to protect all of you and give my life to protect another over my own life. I am powerless when it comes to saving another, but we as a human race are not powerless to love life. No matter if you are Christian, Pagan, Witch, Wicca. We are not powerless as a race to forget that we have the love of our heart and the Gods have given us this love no matter what path you are on. It is the Spirituality of our inner wisdom.