After having read here for now eleven and a half years and tried to understand you all, I give up and be done with it.
I wasted much of my time and lots of emotions, got depressed or angry more often than I wanted to. There is no reason to go on with it.
If you belong to the not so cruel writers, I salute you for your efforts. I know you know who you are. I am just done with this site and hope I will be able to read what I need without being able to comment.
Please ban me. I can't stand it anymore.
Bye.