I’m not trying to be trite. I just don’t know other words to use to ask for your support during this very difficult time for me.
It started with the release of the pussy grabbing tapes. That triggered something in me that I still don’t fully understand. Then when Trump won the election, I felt like I’d totally been kicked in the gut. I know a lot of you did, too.
I haven’t coped well. I’ve tried, but I haven’t coped well. I’ve been drinking way too much and I’m not able to quit by myself because I’m physically dependent. It sucks. It sucks worse than anything I’ve ever been through. One of the reasons it sucks is because it’s so hard to find help when you’re in this situation.
Anyway, I found help today and in about 10 hours I’m gonna check into a detox place where they can help me safely get my body chemistry back in order. I’m scared as shit and I just want to ask those of you who have some fondness for me to wish me well while I do this thing.
Thanks so much. I’ll be back when I’m better.