So we made it through another week, go team us!
I’m struggling to finish up my grad school application, mostly because my anxiety is telling me I will never get in so why bother? Thankfully I have a therapist who believes in bribery, and if I get it done he will send me copies of the current D&D rule set. So the rest of my weekend will be spent on working on my application.
The other thing my anxiety is killing me with is that I signed up for a seat at a D&D game at the library next week. I haven’t played since the AD&D days, so a loooooong time ago. They have pre-rolled characters you can borrow for the game, and it’s adults only. It’s only 2 hours, so I hope I can make it through that without fucking up too badly.
My Mum has been encouraging me to do art lately, and I feel weird about it. Those of you that know anything about my Mum know that she isn’t generally an encouraging person to begin with, and art is her wheelhouse. So her compliments on the couple of pieces I have made just make me feel like either she’s lying to me, or she wants something and is working up to it. It’s kind of art therapy, but I generally feel uncomfortable when I finish a piece. I’m not sure if the weird will ever go away.
This coming week I am very busy — between the fish and the classes I am taking online I have a dental appointment, PT and an upcoming chiropractic appointment as well. (my insurance covers it) I’ve had good and bad experiences with chiro, so we shall see what happens. But those are whole new things I can worry about until they come round. Anxiety sucks.
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