Still trying to wrap my mind around this idea.
It seems that the results of the pelvic ultrasound are bad bad bad. So, now it's the middle of the night, I'm scared, and I need to talk.
But hey, at least it's raining out. Finally breaking that long drought we have had this summer for about the fourth year in a row. What Global Warming?
I guess now I'll go in for that biopsy and have a hysterectomy. I would like to get that done before I start school on the 25th of August. I hope I can recover from that operation in that amount of time.
It is so ironic that I started bleeding during my farewell lunch on the day I left my job. So now I have a limited amount of healthcare. Three months company-subsidized COBRA, then it turns over to regular COBRA.
On impulse, I called the big boss at my former company. VP of IT. Or rather, I called his administrative assistant. She is a darling, and apparently called him at the airport, because he called me today in transit on a business trip to Brainerd. You know, a lot of employees there just make fun of the guy for being so corporate and all, and just think of him as a mouthpiece for the company or whatever. But he was really really nice to me, and has no real reason to be, since I'm no longer an employee there, just called me out of the goodness of his heart. He told me that his wife had kidney cancer a while back, and that he knows what I'm thinking and going through. When somebody tells you something like that, you know that they're not just being a company guy.
Is anybody out there tonight? Tell me please, that I'm going to outlive the Bush administration. Just tell me that.
Love to you all. Rose