Welcome to Thursday Coffee Hour. This is an open topic thread so help yourself to the goodies and have a seat and let us know what is going on in your life. I am back in Indiana and trying to get everything done. Today I feel I’m running on empty.
I got in on Monday to discover that the finance company had towed Mike’s car. That started the week from Hell. I went to the lawyer on Tuesday and got the paperwork I need to try and clean up Mike’s financial mess. I have been all over town trying to clean stuff up.
I am spending the next few days on cleaning the house. I need to try and get an auctioneer out to take all the furniture etc. and get it sold. Then I need the Realtor to come and sell this thing.
There is so much to be done and I’m just exhausted both physically and mentally. It got to the point that I actually got some St. John’s Wort to see if it can help keep the emotions on a more even keel. I have a respiratory infection but no health insurance to go and see anyone. I don’t even want to consider seeing someone up here because I strongly suspect that the incompetent doctors were behind Mike falling and his untimely death. I still need to get to the Coroner’s report.
I am just running on empty right now. It has been an emotional roller coaster since I was first alerted that he had fallen and then his sudden death. I am trying to keep his daughter together so I have to be strong for her. Her son Tristen is terrified that I will have a fatal asthma attack up here and he won’t be close enough to help me so I’m trying to keep the kids calm too.
All I want is everything to be over. I want the house sold. I want to be able to be at my own place with my kitties. I want to be able to go on the festival circuit and sell my art and jewelry. Most of all I want some mental peace of mind.