From 20's excursions to progressive, constructive 30's will hopefully lead to sustainable 40's. ??? No certainties, but fighting doubt.
I typically want to improve on matters I encounter. I approach many daily routines like family, work, and school with an optimistic attitude. This seems to give me the enthusiasim I need to get from point A to point B. I tend to become hendered by any negative obstacles such as, someone involved having a bad attitude, not having the required elements to achieve a goal, or my natural inability to organize priorities.
I don't like to blame anyone besides myself when something I try to accomplish doesn't become a success. It's easy to find something to use as an escape, or excuse as to why something didn't turn out the way I anticipated. The things I used to be interested in, and dreamed of accomplishing like a career in music, or a bohemian lifestyle have desolved over time as I have become more interested in a more isolated approach to capitol income, and sustainability.
In the past I always defined a good days work as interacting with the community during the day, and performing shows via a variety of entertaining mediums like music, poetry, and dancing. This always has and always will give me a great sense of projection and coersion.
As I am delving into my thirties I have become more interested in education, and the application of science, engineering, and function to create a niche in society. This requires accepted credentials, and dependable reputation, which is something that I am new to in the bureaucratic sense.
I am currently attending I.T.T. Technical Institute to receive an associates degree in Electrical Engineering Technologies. I have really been able to focus my mind to be a good student and I am learning a lot about electronics, mathematics, physics, and programming. Being a good student is something that I was never interested in when I was younger or good at accelling in. Now however, I am more driven to prove that I can reciprocate expected knowledge, and abilities to become a trustworthy employee in a workplace. I desire to comform to a company to be an intrical necessity of their business model, and in turn be treated with respect in the workforce.
I can't help but feel overshadowed by the neglect of my predecessors will to accomplish fair and just achievements as a society and government. I don't pretend to be a wealth of information when it comes to politics and diplomacy, but I am very distraught at the direction american society and standards of business is heading. It seems that it's a gamble on weather or not any field of work is going to be developed and protected by our government.
I hope that things will turn out good for those who desire to embrace progress and humanity for themselves and those to come.