Yeah, ok. So... I was getting desperate. That's what got me goin' this time around. Last time, too, in fact. Maybe you've been there? Broken heart, the world sucks, not out of control eating but totally in control overeating. Going from feeling good and looking pretty ok in a nice slim dress to, "Screw you. I'll just spend the night with Ben. AND Jerry!" Ha, ha, real funny.
Except my friends would to hide their grimace while they tried to laugh with me. Those who know me best would know that I could actually be funny. But this was not one of those times. And it is so hard, as a friend, to know what to say or do, when someone you love is in pain, but also pissed off at the world. Those people are scary!
I could talk to my bestest friends about "it." But I usually didn't want to. So, some of them hung in there, being supportive when they could, and withholding judgment always. (As far as I know, anyhow- and that's good enough for me.)
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