Crotch gazing, we all do it, it’s something inbred, deep, instinctual, it has a definite sexual component but it’s so much more. It is something residual from an evolutionary stand point, we can see very similar, if not more blatant, behavior at the zoo or the dog park or watching a couple of cats do that thing they do where they stand there and hiss and wait for one to make a move. It’s one of the ways we size each other up.
So, when does it start, these eyes on sexual comparisons, Freud has an initial phase where sex is investigated up till about 5 years of age where the fear of castration by father stops the boys curiosity, not sure I remember that happening in my life, but Freud would just say the memory was suppressed. But sexual awareness, crotch gazing and comparing had begun in earnest sometime during elementary school, and just kept on from there, never really stopping, just got more stealthy when needed, or not.
Enough science, or in my case, pseudo science, for a man there’s just nothing like a pair of tight fitting jeans on their favorite woman’s camel toe, or truth be told, on all women, but men wear them too and it’s hard to believe that they’re not getting checked out by women. In fact both sexes have a way of checking out both the opposite and their own sex. Crotch superiority in both sexes has a way of showing up in alpha personalities and anointed leaders, sort of reminds you of pack behavior in the wild, in the jungle where supremacy means mating privileges often denied all other subordinate males in the pack.
But here I am an evolved human, the acme of creation, a spiritual being, and yet I find myself, even against my will and better judgement, doing all these basic animal things. And doing them just about anywhere and the crazy thing is, when I get caught, it’s easy to tell what someone is looking at, just don’t stare too long, rarely does anyone seem to mind or care. As if it’s almost expected and as such tolerated and perhaps even enjoyed by the one being gazed upon.
But Humans will gaze at other parts of the anatomy, especially eyes, breasts, tan lines, developed musculature, some will gaze at clothing, jewelry, hair, we prepare all this just so people will not just look at, but gaze upon. A sense of style is all about being seen and appreciated. A bank account can be gazed at, a car, house.
Anyway, back to crotch superiority which rewards its amply blessed with the best society or the pack has to offer, but, we all fit in somewhere and just exactly where is part of why we gaze, to find out. But after that’s been figured out we just gaze to gaze, it brings a kind of instinctual satisfaction. And can lead to other things.
May your crotch gazing lead to some crotch grazing
